So I know I haven't been posting a lot and I still need to update on all my books. But there is a reason and I haven't told this to anyone. It happened a long time ago I was in my room and I was at that point in life where I thought my life wasn't worth anything. I thought to myself that problems in my family were because of what I did or that it was because I was being me. This branched out to not only my appearance but my confidence in me. Eventually, I decided one day I need to change who I was. So in middle school, I wouldn't eat breakfast and at the end of the day I would eat a lot so I would be hungry anymore. And now that I'm in high school I would skip both breakfast and lunch. During those days I would be sooo hungry during class but when it came to lunchtime I wouldn't be hungry at all. This continued for 2 years. No I don't have anorexia if that whats your thinking but I can't blame you. I don't know what to do anymore. Hope you guys can understand why I don't update. If you don't that is fine I would understand myself either. But just know that right now I am doing a little better but I'm still trying to come to terms to with what I am going through.