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Hi, how are you holding up, it’s been awhile I really hope you’re okay. Please don’t feel any rush or hurry to start writing your back because I and I hope some others will years for you to finish writing I’ll be your protector, I just wish to hear from you.
          I’ll wait <3 

Sorry if I didn't update for a month, these days have been rough...
          
          My boyfriend of 5 years left me because he thought I was cheating on him with my ex or a friend of mine, for no reason.
          There are no proofs for this situation because it never happened and I have no idea how all of the sudden, in just one month, he comes up with these accusations.
          
          "You shouldn't hug your friends that much if you have a boyfriend, it's wrong." He said "You don't care about my feelings." He said.
          
          I gave him everything I had, my love, my hard work, my works and romanticism, the time spent together, my praises towards him.
          The only thing I don't have are the money because I still don't have a job like him, and I am finishing my studies.
          
          It's so unfair and I don't feel like myself these days.
          
          I'll write the next chapter at the begging of March. I just need this break...
          I am distraught.

Yo guys why all the comments and updates here are dated "January 1, 1970" ?
          Just me? 

Chapter 44 is almost ready. Sorry if I took a more week to write it, but these days have been awful.
          Today especially.
          Tomorrow instead I will be scared because of my father visiting my grandmother.
          
          How can I describe my father in a few words?
          Mm.
          Well. He is basically Lucius Malfoy, but with black short hair, same personality. 100%.
          Cold and demanding, that puts pressure on others that he sees inferior.
          If he talks badly to my grandmother while she is stuck in bed due to her health I am going to punch him in the face.
          
          I haven't seen my father from 2018.
          
          ...
          
          Damn it.

This Wednesday he is going to repeat this.
          Abuse verbally my grandmother until she is so stressed that she can't stop him from grabbing what he wants.
          He doesn't care if she is hurt, he doesn't care if I am hurt.
          
          
          
          ...He didn't visit her in the last 3 years.
          Now that she fell he is suddenly interested.
          ...I will visit her as much as possible in these days...and I will go at my grandmother's house.
          
          I'll have to face him.
          
          I am scared.
          
          
          
          Please pray for me and my grandmother.

There is this...situation in the family.
          I think I wrote here already that my grandfather died in 2017 and...I miss him so much. He was a role model for me since my father left me in multiple occasions.
          And now this week, on Wednesday...is going to happen again:
          
          My grandmother fell down the stairs of her home and broke two bones, but she is so thin that this resulted in her needing for the next month to be in bed, she will be not be able to move from the bed.
          I wanted to spend Christmas and Happy New Year with her, but my mother got Covid and I had to take care of the situation at home.
          Holidays were crazy and my mother had severe mood swings like a child, it was not easy, now she isn't sick anymore after 3 weeks and then...we discovered what happened to my grandmother.
          
          She didn't tell us right away apparently.
          
          My grandmother also doesn't want to go to a nursing home. I understand why.
          It's scary.
          And she wants to stay home, she feels safe.
          
          About this Wednesday.
          
          My father.
          He was contacted by an anonymous person of what happened to my grandmother.
          
          They don't get along at all, my father is all after the money, and when my grandfather died he took things from grandmother's house and sold them (antique things, some from the 60, some even from before the WWI, some gems, like a quartz big as a hand, an old and beautiful vinyl player table)...he made more than 15.000€ for what he was able to sell and mocked me.
          Because he had money.
          And I don't.
          
          An adult mocking their child.
          
          How cruel is that?

I am at 31 pages for the next chapter.
          Tomorrow it will be finally ready.
          
          GET READY FOR SOFT BONDING! 

Chapter has been released! The next one will be TOMORROW, I want to make a split because the subject changed, so now the chapters will be more clear.
          
          AND BE READY, BECAUSE IT WILL BE VERY SWEET AND THERE WILL BE A FANART THAT I REQUESTED TO BE DONE, SO A COMMISSION!
          
          I love you all and thank you for keep on reading! Leave comments if you want to leave your opinions!

When you learn that your psychopathic ex is no longer following his medication and going after 4 girls which 2 of them are 14 years old.
          
          Me and him are the same age, we are almost 25 years old.
          
          This motherfucker.

HE LITERALLY KILLS ANIMALS FOR FUN.
          He once sent me a picture of a dead cat that had been crushed on the head and the eyes were popping out.
          
          He is a fucking psychopath.
          
          How did I got to sue him?
          He sent me on WhatsApp an audio with him singing that he was going to kill me.
          
          Oh and he broke his mom's arm, TWICE, because he was angry for something.
          
          He should be in jail.