Marie_Writer23

I'm going on a break from being here, I just have a lot going on, and I want to focus on my writing and approving on my drawings. I won't be back until next year. Jan or Feb is when I'll come back.  I'll still be posting the same thing on TikTok to tell people know, that I need to take a break from Social Media.
          
          I really do think I need time off of social media all together, because I want to do so many things for you guys and I make so many promise that I end up failing on and that's not good on my metal health.
          
          I've actually been getting help from my mom and her therapist. I have Autism and now also official ADHD proven by questions of my mom therapist and my mom too cause she has it.  But also what I read on my chart that I'm a target for depression and anxiety too.  Hmm, now that all makes since when I was school, I felt so tired and sad...and felt so lonely all the time.
          
          Which brings me to say that I focus so hard on pleasing people that I lose myself in the process and now knowing this about myself and that this IS a part of my Autism/ADHD, I have to REALLY start focusing on myself and things around me because I really want better myself physically and mentally. 
          
          Even at the begin of me publishing books and posting drawing as I make everything look okay and seem okay.  I was suffering in silents, things I couldn't get done or trying to please everyone even my family but it didn't feel enough, I started harming myself, not like cutting myself way but my habit of picking at my skin was getting worse too.
          
          So with that being said, I will be gone for this year, so I can heal myself more and I feel like I was LONG over-due for it. I am still young as I am now a young adult. I want these problems I have to be dealt with the right way so I can be healthy and FEEL healthier.
          
          I will still be drawing and writing but I just won't post them, My love for drawing and writing are so BIG that I just CAN'T stop, I love it too much. I just won't post them until NEXT YEAR.

Hey guys! Just letting you know if any of you guys were following me on TikTok, my old account on TikTok was hacked and I had to reported it before the guy who hacked it, took over it.  I saw my name being changed and everything. I have a new one, still the same name just different profile picture.
          
          That's all guys! WATCH OUT FOR ANY HACKERS!! 0v0

I like talking about what's wrong in the world cause it makes me feel like I'm awake and knowing what's wrong with the world while everyone else is telling me, I'm wrong when I'm not fucking wrong, they are just fucking stupid and are still sleeping with their eyes open.
          
          Open your eyes people, your real eyes cause if you don't. You'll wake up with the whole world, well the whole universe burning in flames and screaming in your face.
          
          I'll say this with honesty in my words I don't feel bad that Charlie Kirk that he died, he had it coming about talking about White power or whatever bullshit he was talking about. I feel bad for his kids, they should NEVER went through this. But I don't feel bad for him or his wife.
          
          Call me heartless. I'm heartless for him and his wife. Not for his kids cause now they will have to go through the pain of what THEIR father did, not them.
          
          This world is going to shit and no one will open their eyes to fucking say enough to this shit of what's Trump doing.
          
          Good Luck, because a war is about to come and you guys know it. Unless we do SOMETHING about this.
          
          That's all I wanted to say. Hate me, unfollow me, but I'm speaking truth here and I always do and will speak out the truth. If it hurts or not.
          
          I'm going to be the person I want and will be. The person that speaks the truth of what's going on. I love that about myself and I will not let the government tear me down on that.
          
          Until I die, I will ALWAYS speak out. I hope you guys are doing good today, cause I am.
          
          I'm taking baby steps on who I'm going to be, you should too. No need for speed in this world. Take your time and you'll be okay.
          
          I promise you on that. 0v0

Your trying to catch up on your social media updates but your lil sibling takes your phone. TvT
          
          Just me? Okay. Nice to know. TvT

My Book 'Okami's Life Journey Vol 1' Prolong is coming out, September 6 on Saturday, EXACTLY on midnight 12'0 clock.
          
          I really want my book to get started in the world so if you can be so kind to just read the prolong and comment on what you think of it, that will be really great from you guys.
          
          I have improve the plot of the story a lot and my writing too. So if you could just please read it to see how it is, that would be great from all of you.
          
          Again Saturday on Midnight. Thank you! 0v0

I have made a book where I post my fanart drawings in there, I will also take request of any characters you want me to draw. Of course follow the rules I set in the book.
          
          I will post my fanart drawing I made in there, that's all. I await your request! 0v0

*Me graduating high-school and realizing I'm the ONLY senior in my friend group who graduated cause the rest of them are under-classmate ( Who are now seniors this year since school started again) and now alone in the world with no one to talk to nor got out to spend time with.*
          
          Ah...I felt a great deal of sadness come over me...I'll drown it out by drawing.

Me saying random shit #2: Do you ever look at two couple who are the same gender and think....'I wonder how their sex life is? Is like in those manga's? Or different?'
          
          Than you realize, your in that relationship yourself so your lover is looking at you weird thinking your insane.
          
          P.S. I broke up with my boyfriend so now I'm single again, any takers to take a crazy bitch like me?

"Nothing but the truth now
          Nothing but the proof of what I am
          The worst of what I came from, patterns I'm ashamed of
          Things that even I don't understand
          I tried to fix it, I tried to fight it
          My head was twisted, my heart divided
          My lies all collided
          I don't know why I didn't trust you to be on my side"
          
          
          "I broke into a million pieces, and I can't go back
          But now I'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass
          The scars are part of me, darkness and harmony
          My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like
          Why did I cover up the colors stuck inside my head?
          I should've let the jagged edges meet the light instead
          Show me what's underneath, I'll find your harmony
          The song we couldn't write, this is what it sounds like"
          
          
          (If none of you know this song yet, you NEED to. It's from the Movie 'K-Pop Demon Hunters'. It will make you cry, I swear to you. I watch it on Netflix and by the end, I was crying my eyes out. Please go watch it, if you like your heartwarming, and self-discover movies.)

HEY GUYS & GALS!! I know I haven't posted anything here but that's because I was busy with High-school, but now I'm not anymore cause I graduated.  *Sniff* *Sniff*
          
          Y/n: Are you Okay?
          
          Yeah, I am. Why you ask?  *Whimpers as I cry buckets of tears*
          
          Y/n: Cause your um...nothing.
          
          *Wails in agony realizing not going to see my underclassmen friends for a while or never again*
          
            WHY ME?! *Crying*
          
          *10 minutes later*
          
          I'm okay, now.
          
          Y/n: You sure?
          
          Yeah.  ( TvT)
          
          ANYWAYS, I will be posting my drawings and writing from now on, on here. If you want to know MORE about me. Go to my TikTok Account. Marie_Creator23, if that doesn't work than search up marie_artst4.
          
          That's all have a nice day/night. Bye~! ( TvT)