@Marinara_Mozzarela
I'm in a trio that's been working pretty good so far, ofc we've had arguments and stuff but it was never really that big a deal. Nothings wrong, but something in my gut tells me that soon there's gonna be something that ruins this and now I'm scared bc I don't want us to break up :(
I was typing in front of my Croatian cousin's and they said I typed really fast, but I'm pretty sure I type the average speed for most Americans at least ;-;
I'm following you cuz your so sigma
Dinosaur :D
Small vent bc I can't vent to anyone without being called an attention seeker anymore ;-; (TW: slight mentions of su!c!d3)
So I've been pushing my actual feelings down for so long bc it didn't match other peoples thoughts and opinions and I didn't wanna be outcasted, but now that I don't care about that as much, because I pushed everything down for so long I can't tell what I actually feel between what I taught myself to feel. It's become such a blurred mess that I don't know if I'm actually myself at some points. Su!c!d3 has been popping up in my thoughts more often recently, and idk if it'll get to point of actually attempting. I don't know who I am. Struggling with gender dysphoria doesn't help either.
If you read all of this, thanks for listening to me and my stupid thoughts :'3
(I'm really trying not to be attention seeking, but Wattpad is the only place I know of that isn't toxic towards me and where I can actually express myself) (feel no need to reply, I just wanted to get this off my chest)
@howarduyi thank you so much for saying this <3 I'm going through a bit of a tough time rn and I'm so happy there's someone that supports me >v<
@Marinara_Mozzarela You’re not being an ‘attention seeker’ the world calls everyone who has something they’re dealing with an attention seeker. I’m sorry that you can’t speak to anyone around you about your feelings, and that most of the rest of things in your life aren’t helping. Your thoughts aren’t stupid <3 I know you said no need to reply but I just had to say this. If you ever need to talk- I’m here :)
Haven’t bothered you in a while so
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Rawr
@howarduyi he already been depe fried once, he's going in for the second time now
I WAS SICK AND DIDN'T GET A SWEATER TOT (I wouldn't have gotten one any way)
Also fwi for y'all sigmas I'm probably gonna be offline for a couple days cuz I'm going to the coast (heart eye emoji lol)
IM SO EXCITED YAYAYAYAYYA
Uhhhh have any of y'all seen my posts after the knee surgery thing bc I can't see them on my conversations
HAPPY THANKSGIVING YALL
(My 8 y/o cousin won't leave me alone help)