Butters

Thanks for the follow! ❣️

@sewerpancake oof, I'm not certain yet- I had a flow going with His Twisted Mind but I scrapped it and am trying to rewrite it so it makes sense for an audience, and for Switch I accidentally made the next part super depressing so I'm rewriting that one as well- so I hope to finish them soon

Smol bean

"Black rose, black rose,
          I'd never thought to face my foes,
          Or regret the path I chose.
          
          Red rain, red rain,
          Will you pour to ease my pain,
          Wash my soul but leave a stain?
          
          Blue tears, blue tears,
          Can't you just erase my fears,
          Replace them as the sky clears?
          
          Gray light, gray light,
          If I am to be kept away from your sight,
          At least help me see what's right." 
          
          -a poem by me, titled: Bruise 
          

What I share with others is only a sliver of what I actually want to say. I don't really know if there's a reason I've become so good at giving information that seems like it'd be a lot but is barely anything, but I guess when it comes to letting others see me for what I actually am, and what I've all been through- I close up.

When I think about all of the things I could have said if only I could get the words out I always come to the sad reality that it wouldn't have mattered because by that time no one would have been listening in the first place. 

"Butters is one of those people who you never remember if they were there or not." -Craig in season 15, episode 8, The Last of the Meheekans.
          

Once again I'm having publishing errors! Sorry guys! The newest SWITCH chapter is way longer, and part five was also supposed to be longer! Ill have it fixed soon I promise! 

Update soon please but take your time to finish a chapter.
          

SWITCH is having publishing errors!!! I'm sorry if you get a short part, it's not the full thing I swear!!