Marmar24

Hell season in Florida is no joke.
          
          Its hot all the time except for like the last 2 weeks of the year and maybe in January but we're talking like 42° being the lowest.
          
          But the heat is crazy here plus humidity is like you're melt like a grilled cheese.
          
          Plus bug season. 
          
          Im grateful to live in a part of Florida where we dont have love bugs but omg in other parts like the panhande its BAADD.
          
          It looks like if you broke several bee hives and they just attacked your house but they arent bees there these beetle sized bugs.
          
          Im sure I've swallowed more than 30 rain bugs this summer alone.
          
          And if you go outside best believe you are coming back with 50 new mosquito bites. 
          
          This is ANNOYING 

I performed at my grandfather's funeral back in April and i wanted to watch the performance again but its not on my phone
          
           I almost texted my mom "can you send me the video i of me performing at the fuck" instead of funeral ㅠ

Any Thai gl recs?

I like KATSEYE's new alternative songs but i listened closely to My Way and I'm Pretty and I relate to the lyrics a little too much
          
          Especially "my emotions keep on going Just conceal when they start flowing"
          
          I'm Pretty makes me realize I am masking in my own HOME 
          
          Im on break from school and i still keep thinking that i have to keep the mask on.
          
          Imma take a hiatus from life atp bc the Anxiety of not being good enough for myself and the world is really hurting me.
          
          The hiatus from life thing doesnt mean what you think i mean i am okay enough to want to live
          
          Always remember to stop and take a breath the world will keep spinning :)

Okay "you know you're up too late when weverse notifications be hitting" 
          
          Is being taken to a new level bc i keep getting weverse notifications from Yunjin and Minju ㅠㅠㅠ
          
          I also taught my dad his first genz English slang.
          
          I kept saying Haiti needs to lock in during the game and he was like "yeah they need to lock in man"
          
          And i was genuinely so proud 
          
          
          My Mama is a millennial and is better at english so she knows all this but it made me feel so goofy when my dad used it.
          
          :p
          

My country is officially out of the world cup :(
          
          Tbh it was not played well on our part
          
          I dont think we have scored a single goal this entire time
          
          The next time ill probably see the team have a chance is when i GRADUATE 
          
          Im probably gonna root for either the Brazilian team or the American team now
          
          Also i may post later
          
          :p 
          

Tried to stat watchimg the GL Shades
          
          As a slower person I understood NOTHING
          
          Like first episode ik 3 character names and its Jane the mom and rhe dad ㅠ 
          
          I may be a lil too slow for this GL
          
          Recommend very appreciate here ;)

As an Eyekon Fearnot Gllit im having a great day

I js got my first hate comment on instagram and idek what to do about it
          
          It was a video with that one fruity blonde guy who gives:
          
          "All KATSEYE updates and tea"
          
          And he was mispronouncing the name ILLIT as 
          Ill-ie-yet and i politely commented 
          "Its eye-lit babe ㅠ(the crying emoji)"
          
          And someone replied being like 
          "Callimg him babe when you look like that"
          
           and i have a feeling it was supposed to be mean but im 14 and have only been bullied irl which is better than online bc if i clap back it permanently there
          
          Like its such an awkward situation
          
          Plus i love my pfp its one of my fav pictures of myself and aint no one bouta be calling me ugly
          
          Any advice my eyekon brothers and sisters 

Its been a horrible hellish amazing 3 years but im finally done with middle school and im officially a freshman.
          
          Ik i shouldn't be announcing my age like this but idc hopefully there are no pedos here.
          
          I changed so much and it was truly amazing.
          
          My head hurts and i feel like i lost a part of myself 
          
          But hopefully theres fine shyt next year ;)
          
          8th grade Mar signing out