Marrils

I may sound like a bad person but I really thought hating(or disliking) my family was a phase that would end when I reach my 20s but it actually got worse.. maybe because we don’t talk about anything or our differences at least so the tension got piled up to a point where we just ignore each other completely I dunno but I really really hope I move out quickly so I stop hating and actually miss them(I don’t know if im capable of missing them anyway….) pray for me ig.

Hi 
          
          So i dunno what the hell happened to my relationship she’s drifting away and my friends are taking pity on me, literally always inviting me to their facetime calls. Seriously they r making it worse, she says something nice.. they get so excited and tell me to adore her forever, she gets colder they tell me to break up…. I adore them but they play w my emotions as much as she does. Genuinely don’t know what to do anymore..

So so interesting that you’re telling me that I may have a tiny tiny tumor in my finger?!?! 
          
          As if I need more reason to hate my life even more 

I did it again 
          
          I fell in love with an online friend 
          At this point k!ll me it would hurt less

I had a stalker for the last two yrs 
          And they love to send me dirty messages via tellonym 
          And something abt this app 
          It shows ppl who view ur acc alot on friends suggestions 
          So this person always appears there but they don’t even have any tells the acc is empty(only a name) and I have had a friend named just like them who I have ended our friendship over a year ago, so i send them tells but they never respond 
          And yesterday day I’ve noticed they have a new friend. So i go and ask this friend abt them and guess what 
          They have confirmed my assumptions and I have found my stalker finally… they definitely got blocked and if I ran into them irl i’ll call ‘em out 
          Wish me luck!

Broo i graduated college today 
          Now what do i do 
          
          Obvi reapply to uni and burn my current degree (;
          

I can’t believe what I just found out 

Five years ago I sent myself a future letter 
          
          Got it today and fuck
          Im so disappointed, my life is not what I thought it would be. i ruined my birthday and my life apparently 
          
          Im 22 btw

So 
          So
          So
          So
          Lonely 

Soo ur telling me pale waves are going on tour with LOUIS??