MartinaHemmingsLol

Guys, I'm sorry for deleting my book, but I wasn't impressed with it at all, it just wasn't good, I'm gonna make a new one called broken, please read it, thnx

MartinaHemmingsLol

I just posed it, babe
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but_whylove

TELL ME WHEN THE FIRST CHAPTER IS UP!!!
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MartinaHemmingsLol

Guys, I'm sorry for deleting my book, but I wasn't impressed with it at all, it just wasn't good, I'm gonna make a new one called broken, please read it, thnx

MartinaHemmingsLol

I just posed it, babe
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but_whylove

TELL ME WHEN THE FIRST CHAPTER IS UP!!!
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MartinaHemmingsLol

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I'm ready to die at the moment because no matter what I'll never be pretty enough to compete with other girls. those pretty blonde babes with huge boob's and ass also a skinny waist. I won't ever be like them all I am is flat cheated with a flat ass and anorexia so I guess I understand why everytime I try to date someone they compare me to someone else and no I'm not good enough. my cutting had escalated alot and now I'm doing almost 3 times every day. I honestly don't know how long I have till I actually kill myself.

stickonfloor

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@MartinaHemmingsLol it would all be ok. its also hard for me to get a girlfriend. mainly because i am one. they think im weird. so i tell my self that it would all be better. so dont worry if you dont have a good body. because no one would care. its wats always on the inside. so dont start cutting, i will kill myself. you are a pretty person. you will find someone that likes you. so everything would be ok.
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MartinaHemmingsLol

I never realized how much I missed her until she was taken out of my life for good and no matter what I can't have her back it's been years and I have dated many people after her but now it hurt noting that I hurt her and now I will never g ET the chance to apologize

MartinaHemmingsLol

I'm so sorry to break my promise 
          the pain was just to much
          I couldn't take it anymore
          
          I took some pills
          sliced my wrist
          knowing I won't even be missed 
          so I'm gonna pull the trigger 
          cut the vein 
          I just wanna end all this pain
          
          -dedicated to my baby girl Rene,  I miss you R. I. P. 
          the angel from my nightmares. 
          
          my X-girlfriend Rene killed herself 2 days ago and even though we weren't together anymore it hurts like a bitch she really didn't deserve this
          
          her name is pronounced ra-nae for anyone who was confused. 
          
          bullying is serious please don't ever put someone down because that very situation took a life that so many people will miss.