Maru_Ra
Can anyone tell me if Unstable IDN Fanbase Group exist? Bro we need some Group chat or WhatsApp channel.
Maru_Ra
Maru_Ra
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[6/12 20.15] ****: Yo
[6/12 20.15] ****: Did u check the youtube recap
[6/12 20.16] ????: I don't have one
[6/12 20.22] ****: How???
[6/12 20.22] ****: Did u already update the app dude?
[6/12 20.22] ????: Aku jarang di YouTube sekarang
[6/12 20.23] ****: Then who will listen to my Droomp yap?
[6/12 20.24] ????: Me
[6/12 20.24] ****: Omg..
Tell me people, tell me. HOW CAN I NOT FALLING IN LOVE WHIT THIS FUCKING MAN OH MY DAYS.
Screw this world, i hate this world i hate it so so bad.
I will detele this soon. Ain't no way i let him find this.
Maru_Ra
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Hear me out. Kita lokalin Unstable Universe.
Kek, ceh udah biasa lah ya YTMCI kental lokalnya karena emang Indonesia. But MCYT?
Imaging it. Just-- do it.
What if; ParrotX2 sama Wifies sama-sama top student, bedanya satu anak orang kaya satu fucking anak kepsek.
WIFIES JAWA.
Egg orang nganjuk.
WEMMBU ORANG MEDAN.
Flame jawir. Clown minum es cekek. Manepear abang kelas tukang bolos. Derap wibu. Lettuce anggota Osis. Zam bowtie. Ash ketua ekskul. Spoke ngetroll satu sekolah.
Beh jenius gue. Kita kenalkan abang-abang USA ini ke warga indo yang fandomnya muter-muter di roblok dan brutal itu.
Nanti Dream SMP sama State SMP jadi cameo. Beh, asik.
Ketik satu jika kalian setuju.
Maru_Ra
Kayaknya gue udah susah mau nulis.
I mean, i'm fine. Totally.
Gue nyoba nulis fic baru. Gue, tertarik sama MYCT & SMP luar. Kaya Ish Civilization, Unstable SMP, Life Steal SMP. Yang sekarang booming bisa dibilang. Sama ARK Series Topi Sihir kalian udah tau lah ya gue suka dari lama.
I'm cooked. Man idk why write something now feel so hard. Narasi gue kacau, dialog tag gak ada, majas hilang ditelan bumi.
Apakah gue bisa comeback? Nah i don't think so.
Maru_Ra
[17/11 19.00] ****: Bro how busy are u
[17/11 19.01] ****: If u don't have the photos then just tell me
[17/11 19.02] ****: WRITE SMTHING ON UR KEYBOARD MAN
[17/11 19.02] ****: READ ALL OF MY MASSAGE
[17/11 19.02] Bang Sul: yeah yeah sorey
This bitch got me crazy.
Maru_Ra
Soooo. I have a little new thing to say. I have second account :3
U ask me for what? Cuz, i want to make some english fic on there. And I want to enjoy some new start, I think I got this position because I already have a place in YTMC fic, so why don't we start really really from nothing.
I want to share my fic with my friends too. Use this account... Meh, never till the end.
Intinya buat kalian yang tak paham gue bikin akun baru dan namanya "SiwwyBread" or "Some Tosted Bread". Why bread? It's just funny and silly because there are so many meme about bread on the internet. I'm not even really like bread, weird isn't it? But I love the identity.
Satu peraturan, jangan mention apapun soal akun ini. Jangan panggil gue Maru disana, karena mereka bakal tau (nama asli gue sama nama akun gue beda dikit doang).
Belum ada apa-apa, nothing in there. But, gue udah ada rencana bikin AU Topi Sihir ARK series sejak part 3. Ya walau gue paling selesaiin tahun depan.
Gak wajib, gue bukan tuhan gue bukan presiden. Up to you guys.
Maru_Ra
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Hallo, Maru_Ra is here.
It's been a month (i think) since I sent you some message. Miss me?
I know, I go for little much time. And guess what? I have a lot of things to tell you guys. Like-- my... Love arc(?).
Hear me out. I know it sounds so crazy. Like, oh man are you sure this kind of person can fall in love? But yeah, I did. And it's so fucking complicated.
I was a, lonner(?). Some kind of nerd or whatever never be liked by someone. But in this time I found someone who made me for the first time ever really think "oh god i'm falling in love, is that person love me? I think yes, or not? Or yes?"
Sure i like some people some time's, but it never make me going crazy like this, never ever. I liked someone last only about two weeks before that person completely disgusted me. I didn't even think about that person when I'm bored, but this one haunts me like a debt.
But the problem is, can I fall in love?
We're just friends, some little actions like watching movies or a little dance can't make you a couple. I just, nothing like that person. We're different, that person is just perfect and I-- I don't even know what kind of person I am.
My love arc didn't end, not yet. But I'm sure, I should get whatever is this rid of me. I didn't want to make our little friendship become something, worse.
Maru_Ra
@ afa_ae In sha Allah. I'm trying and I know I could get better. Just.. don't be so cute i want to eat your cheek from here so badly (●´⌓`●)
afa_ae
@ Maru_Ra u know, I'm also still in the process of learning English :"""3.
BRO—WHAT'S NOT FOR YOU? HFFFPP—THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME TOO(o・ω・o) But, when it comes to trauma, just let it be... I mean, just live a better life, over time, in syaa allah, your trauma will disappear. I'm here for you.
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@ afa_ae My, i don't know how to repay your message. U make me feel so much better (╥﹏╥)
This is all hard for me, really. Because I was a bully victim, I have big insecurity. I'm getting better if I even join extracurricular, talk in front of all students, have lots of friends. But, y'know, trauma is trauma.
When I heard that-- he-- called me special person when I'm not around it's made me happy but, scared too. Will he be the same as other people? Just, accept me as some joke?
Speaking this way makes me feel safe to talk, to express all of my feelings because I know not everyone understands what I said. I'm not even good at English.
I'm pathetic ass shit... I never fall in love this bad till I yap so much... I wonder how some people are just so easy to have a lover, this one enough to drive me insane.
Thanks, thank you so much for understanding. I just needed some to listen, and you did it. Luv u so much for all of this, miss u too♥
Maru_Ra
Mau pindah aplikasi aja plis.
WHY WATTPAD SO GAYYYYY
Gue merasa cringe main wattpad.
Ada gak sih apk novel lain, yang-- lebih normal dawg...
Maru_Ra
@ QueenParadoxDark Gue tuh tadi nyari state smp au gitu lah. Kalau gak tau state smp intinya sejenis Minecraft survival server/rp.
Ceritanya bagus, gue pikir "kalau ada aunya keren kali". Yang gue temukan hanya ship-ship yaoi dan gak ada satu pun di hashtag itu yang tampak "normal".
Gue juga inget soal YTMCI, i mean ya gue udah quit tapi dulu kalo nyari au "normal" juga udah kek mencari jerami di tumpukan jarum cik. Gue jadi merasa cringe, pengen ganti apk aja coq..
Maru_Ra
Kenapa bikin nama susah banget anying.
Namain sebiji karakter susahnya minta ampun, mau dinamain sembarangan fokus ceritanya filosofi.
Bayangin tu karakter super gelap & suram tapi di satu sisi dianggap "polos" nanti namanya azriel, azazel, kailix, region. Susah, ribet, gak cocok. Tapi kebanyakan kriteria ini itu gue yang pusing
Maru_Ra
Halangan terbesar memulai cerita tahun ini.
Semuanya berujung jadi project GEDE.
Gue kepikiran bikin cerita gimana kalau dua manusia yang kontras, satu sengaja diciptain gak sempurna sedangkan satu lagi sempurna yang seharusnya musuhan malah temenan? Terus yang seharusnya jadi alasan dunia hancur malah jadi protagonis, sedangkan si karakter serba sempurna jadi antagonis.
Masalahnya ni cerita gak sesimple itu. Ni cerita bakal ngulik sikap dasar manusia yang emang pada dasarnya gak sempurna, dan mau gak sesempurna apapun manusia itu kalau mereka masih punya akan manusia bisa merubah nasib mereka sendiri.
Gue akui gue perfeksionis. Satu ide sederhana soal dua bro dengan takdir berbeda pun entah kenapa sampai ke filosofis hidup. Gue jadi bingung sendiri ini eksekusi idenya mau gimana kocak.
Maru_Ra
@ afa_ae Ide yang bagus. Makasih banget sarannya, gue udah nemu inti permasalahannya (kurang dari ide ini). Qie qie
afa_ae
@ Maru_Ra Dibayangin dulu coba, atau bayangin/tulis satu chapter (bebas mau di sebut prolog, episode pertama, atau bonus) dan di chapter itu awali dengan aksi atau dialog (seruan atau teriakan) 80—90 % ceritanya bakalan berjalan seiring berjalannya waktu dan perkembangan ide-ide lo, Bang. Biasanya gua kalo buat cerita, dan nemu ide-ide unik kayak begini biar gak susah cara nulisnya gimana, itu gua bikin satu chapter random dulu. Entah nantinya chapter itu sebagai konflik, akhir, atau permulaan, atau sekadar "Spesial Chapter" aja. [Saran gua ya]