Maru

Tried binding my chest today, I'm a D cup. It worked but now my chest kinda hurts. 
          
          I wanted to see if I could actully pull off the whole reverse trap thing.

You know that you are a massive fuck up when your existence is destroying your parents relationship. I want to leave and I don't want to come back here.

Are the schools in WA ( Western Australia)  getting shut down to?
          I know that events of over 500 are being closed so I'm assuming that means schools are too.
          
          Are the schools in your areas closing?

I was searching for my house for my dog, her name is piper.
          I look in her den where she normally hangs out, she's not there, I look in my parents bedroom, she is not there, I look out the back, she's not there I checked my parents room again and call her. I hear scratching on our front door I open the door and there she fucking is, fucking panting and looking so happy, she runs straight to her den and lays there untill I walk over to her and then she runs over to her water bowl and takes a huge drink of water then goes straight back to her den.
          
          I almost had a heart attack thinking she got lost, my parents had gone on a motorcycle ride and when they came back home left our side gate open by accedent and piper ran off. This was about an hour and a half ago.
          I just found her.

Do any of you guys even read these?
          

Coughed up a literal hand full of blood today, at least I'll be able to eat food properly soon.

I'm I'm the hospital and it is so much different from when I was a little kid. I'm getting my tonsils and adenoids out as well as allergy tests done.
          The beds are different and so are the call buttons for the nurses.

Last night my dad and I where being idots and one thing leads to another and I dislocated my thumb on my dad's arm.
          I have my hospital appointment on the 11/02 and am getting my tonsils and adenoids out then...
          I am hoping that I don't need to stay for a week like my mum did and can go home pretty much after the following night.

Well my body is more fucked I thought, my ribs are inflamed as well as my spine. Gonna get new meds sometime today for that.

If you guys try to contact me and I don't respond I'm sorry. I'm not going through a good time right now, a aquatints of mine ODed the other day and we are looking after them and it's fucking with my sanity. I don't really trust myself to talk to people right now incase I upset them / trigger them...