I feel alive being in this world where l too get my own inspiration to write my own stories to share with my friends,l would write here but l don't have enough money to buy airtime to tell my point of view of the world 
How everything to me is blurry and very complicated. Even a very small thing to do can make my mind wonder to a million things a second. I feel lost in this world . Like my soul has   left my body and is trapped in this world.
I know l might sound like l am writing one of these stories but sometimes l look up in the sky at night everytime and wonder who am l ? Where do l truly belong? Is there some one out there needing me like l am his mate or am l just a rogue ... A stray that no one wants. You won't know me till l take off this very dark mask that m wear everyday to keep people from seeing me in a confused state .l want people to see a strong girl who can take on the world but... who is by my side? Who will pick me up when l fall? Push me when l back up ? 
That is the kind of person l am the one that is curious and wants to experience the whole world but is afraid and is held back by her background situation 💔💦😪😰😭