I love your writing, it's nice to see someone else go through the same things as me and post about it. It gives me an odd sense of relief, just like feeling the pain and life as it drains out of me. I am sick of people saying that I need to go see a shrink, I have my own way out of it. Telling someone else will just make me crave it even more, the boy thing has happened to me before to. I dedicated a song to him, and a few scars.