Masked System

Are you still active how are you doing its been a while are you ok ????? 

If my followers got a ping, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do that.

If anyone is worried about me, sorry! I am alive (for the better or for the worse, idk.)
          
          So I developed motor and vocal tics which make us significantly harder to type and read properly. I’m already struggling enough with starting high school and training well over 15 hours a week for skating. I’m just trying to sort out some shit in my life.
          
          Update on skating, I’m on Team USA now, so if we were to have a season, I would compete internationally and possibly at worlds (world championships)
          
          I also have no motivation because the antidepressants which I have been on for many years have stoped working. I’m at the highest dose, so we are having to change meds so right now I feel like shit all the time and can’t concentrate on anything.
          
          On top of that, I’m looking into possibly being an OSDD system (it’s like DID, but with some differences.) I have trauma that happened before I was 9, as well as several other things that point to possibly being a system.
          
          I’m just overall struggling right now. If anyone who reads this ever needs help, please contact me in some way. I don’t care if it is through Wattpad or somewhere else, please reach out. I would love to help you if you need it.
          
          I don’t want to put this on my story because I don’t want to get people excited about a ping from the story.
          
          I love all of you guys. Please be safe and wear a mask.

Idek if anyone is going to ready this, but I do appreciate every one of you. It gives me pride and helps me through my day when I see that someone has interacted with my story in some way.
          
          If you need a friend or someone to talk to, please reach out to me, don’t be shy. I would love to talk to you people some!

When will you be able to update??