Novensiles

Help..... I made 32 drafts of the chapters and I am already leaning into just erasing them.... My perfectionist ass is going to be the death of me .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.  The age and timeline are killing me, the number of characters that are about to be introduced and how to make them shine, the dialogue and point of views-as well separating my narrative from the characters, it's just all so much and I am drowning (┬┬﹏┬┬) Also I am now questioning my writing style-that's the main reason why I am leaning into deleting the 32 drafts made, so wtf ಥ_ಥ
          
          So here is this that is strongly gonna be upcoming in Rusame Entry Journal | CountryHuman AUs |
          
          °⁙⟬Heavenly Veil Cast⟭⁙°
          Heavenly Veil is featuring its background parallel AU of actors and directors! You will be able to freely dive in and see from the past (early) crew of the first draft of the plot; I will be handing out slips of spoilers for fun, you will the interactions and reactions of the cast who roles the characters in Heavenly Veil!
          They will have human names and be consider the more humane versions of Heavenly Veil which we will see their unique personalities that may or may not be constating their character role in Heavenly Veil.
          You will get to witness their first reaction to their roles of before my change of Heavenly Veil-and after!
          You might get some hints of who will be introduced first as well! So keep an eye out for that!
          
          !! Coming Out In 7 / 1 / 2025 !!
           
          We can't wait to see y'all!
          
          Synthos | Meliora | Mindra | Author - "Till next time, byeeeeeeee!!"

Lol, I forgot to take down the books I said I was going from last week ago.
          
          I'm a do that now ^^

Guys I got polybuzz....... what's with these images and why they trying to dom me.... (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) I do the doming around here

I AM BACK BXTCHES
          I GOT MY STUFF BACK AND EAGER TO BEGIN MY DRAFTS-ALSO I WILL BE TAKING CERTAIN BOOKS DOWN AT THE END OF THE DAY (Six hours limit)
          SSEEEEEE YALL LATER
          
          Novensiles the MasksOfALiar is back!!

Plans are not going to work, my phone and electronics are being taken for a week. So goodbye for now.

The start of a new week (where I am at) and there will be two updates I planned so far.
          | Heavenly Veil | Due 13
          | Heavenly Veil's Revision | Due 15
          
          So yeah, and now here comes the hard part. I am permanently deleting a few things.
          The Last Water Dragon Successor {~SabiGiyuu Love Story~}
          Giyuu Tomioka and an old face
          :       
          
          These stories are getting drafted instead, which I will put up an update page for. I have a vision-a solid vision thankfully, so they will heavily change-but are not completely gone. I hope you can understand-I will give a week notice, so not deleting right away. More information will be given in the respective books last page.
          
          As for what is on hold
          ⁕⁎The Midnight's Summer Star⁎⁕ Rusame Love Story
          Country Human Art Book (Admittedly, I hope I never reach to getting into drawing because it would then my new downfall)
          
          They will just be mainly hidden-public to read and see but not on my main page up top.
          
          Also, I am looking to update my profile-so if ya have like a unique idea introduction then give me the suggestion because I am all for it. Mine has been looking sucky as of late. Lol
          
          I am doing better though-didn't get the job so I am back job hunting, I am hearing this from my parents but at this point, it is kind of their fault, and I really can't bring myself to work with them, so I am basically on my own-which is great! So no need to worry! Now everyone, have a great day and thank you for taking the time to read this- Auf Wiedersehen! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

I just found your story and freaked over it "Heavenly Vail." I loved the way you write and then ofc I come to look at you profile cause yes, I'm like that. THEN I SEE YOU SAVED MY BOOK!? 
          
          I freaked over your writing style and found out you read my crappy book makes me want to cry. I love your book and hope you keep updating it!
          
          Please don't stress when it comes to updating and keep yourself safe! Hope you have an amazing month! <3

I don't like coming back and seeing so many likes and comments on my demon slayer fanfic-they make me want to delete it and show a better one, cause ain't no way they are saying it's pretty good. 
          
          Apologies for my absences. I am in the middle of getting a job interview later this week, but before that I will say family is-I don't mean to be rude when I say this but they have been triggering my emotional states because they love to make plans without fully telling me.
          It's summer, no school yet-specifically my parents are stressing me out and my introvert arse cannot handle any of this social interacting in my life.
          I just want to sleep for an eternity now.
          
          BUT Y'ALL ARE NOT ON HERE TO HEAR MY PROBLEMS
          So I am coming back next week with new posts-and because so many people keep looking at my demon slayer fanfic I am frickin updating that so much-I have never been disappointed in one of my works before but that thing scares my dignity!
          Hopefully my sanity comes back from reality just crushing my stress levels-
          It's good to be back fellas ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆
          Catch y'all on the flipside! (⌐■‿■)

Renewal is the ideal. As time goes on, I change drastically at will- fitting for my treasure and despises. I will only follow from story interests; I want only peace in my space.
          From being away for more than a week, I had a lot of notifications, I read still but didn't bother to look. After binge reading on the greatest stories, I ever came across- invested like it was a drug, I took some time to myself and realized I needed to change... to become the person I wish to be on wattpad and around others. But I also didn't want any more connections- I can hardly keep up that flood around like traffic with talks of life and problems.
          When I came to wattpad, it was to escape reality- not be dragged into others. Not to be reminded of my own life and lives I know.
          Perhaps I don't fill like I have been given enough attention, or maybe the me that is broken shouts in statements that I am heartless- that I don't care for others as I make myself out to because... It was fun to get to know another, even if that life only last for a second.
          *Sighs*
          
          [To my wives]
          I am not looking for anything after I post this, I feel nothing I suppose. My wives, my dear friends. As to put this the easiest way possible- I did want to do many things with you, I want that lovely feeling even if it is false, I want that time we share like we did months ago, but. I can no longer see past in the lies I spin like nature. *Breathes* In other words our platonic relationship that I am in with you, you may consider me an old shadow. I wish nothing the best to each and every one of you. And ask for the forgiveness of promises I gave without consideration of the fact, I, would be the one to break apart and become the lair I dreamed I would never be. I hope we can be mutual between each other, though I feel nothing at the moment writing this down, I know it will sink and I will drown. When and if we do converse, I might let an apology slip out of regret or pity, please ignore it because I wish not to face it.