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Know it's kinda fucked up to think about, but kinda at a point where I see IRL relationships and love kinda ... pointless. Like, sure, I could find someone who could put with my terrible looks and personality, but then I have to worry about their wants and needs, spend time and money (both things I have very limited of) on them, have disagreements over little things, and just have a shit ton of issues when I could just be alone, do my own things, on my own time, with my own money and be happy. "But what about human contact or urges?" What *about* them?