Mason-Dark

Follow up: They've found the car but had to spike it. (Use spike strips) So we won't be getting the car back tonight it's going to a shop to have the tires repaired. The guys who stole it also had a bag with knives and other items, so they were gonna do crime or some other hoodlum shit with it.

So I've had a hell of the past 3 hours. Sister boyfriend comes home, we find his car (that just got back from the shop Friday) was stolen, and talk with the cops multiple times. The last being cut short as they had apparently found the car, and now we're waiting to see if it's true and if we can have it back tonight if so.

Kinda feel like my life has stagnated or simply going downhill, and im gonna be real. I don't know if there's any breaks.
          
          Friends getting significant others, or moving on with other groups of friends, fired from my job, house falling apart at the seams literally and figuratively. And every day, it's just getting to the point where I either am too tired, not motivated to do anything, or simply have a headache and feel stressed 24/7.
          
          Like there's things I wanna do, but no means of ever achieving them, so any and all dreams I've ever had, I've just kinda tossed into the woodchipper and burned what came out.
          
          Love is not an option, seeing as I don't go anywhere via no transportation or urge to even leave my house. Coupled with my hatred of my personality and looks yea, I gave up on that idea when I was in junior high, even probably middle school. I'm 25.
          
          Kinda had some dark thoughts, not always the old Kurt Cobain route, but sometimes I do wonder if things would be easier for my family financially if there was one less person around you know? Like, what have I actually contributed to the census?
          
          I don't know anymore, I think I'm just tired. Figuratively, mentally, and physically all the time now. Sorry for the depressing ramble I just felt I had to post something.

Saw the finale of TADC and I'm gonna say. I enjoyed it.

Been meaning to ask. But would you mind moving our rp to discord? I’m much more active there

Well, I've been fired from my job. If any of you need me, I'm gonna be sulking for the next few days.

Kinda wanna do a Blue Eye Samurai roleplay, watched the series enjoyed it, nearly had one going before I was ghosted. Gotta make a page for my character tho.

Oh no, they brought back my least favorite feature of the news feed. Seeing other people's comments. So say you're doing an RP that's personal, private, and / or lewd everyone can see it as we don't have messages anymore to deal with it.
          
          Well, I never used the thing (news feed) since it came back, so it doesn't bother me much but may for others.

Another day, another person who said they'd respond to an RP before going radio silent and unfriending me. AH-

I swear if i start another RP and literally an hour later, they're magically banned after being around for like a year. Imma crash out.