3:

Our city has been getting bombed throughout my whole childhood and now I couldn't even live a normal teenage period I really should just kms or something 

I really don't wanna go but everything around me is telling me to kms 

Like people literally are making me feel guilty for existing and needing food or school like wtf

Crying out of poverty is another level of humiliation 

The moment you start hating your bsf and love all your other friends so much <<<<

Self loathing at its highest 

"When you wake up next to him in the middle of the night
          With your head in your hands, you're nothing more than his wife
          And when you think about me all of those years ago
          You're standing face to face with "I told you so"
          You know I hate to say, I told you so
          You know I hate to say, but I told you so
          You can kiss a hundred boys in bars
          Shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling (Well, I told you so)
          You can say it's just the way you are
          Make a new excuse, 'nother stupid reason
          Good luck, babe (Well, good luck)
          Well, good luck, babe (Well, good luck)
          You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling
          Good luck, babe (Well, good luck)
          Well, good luck, babe (Well, good luck)
          You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling
          You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling
          You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling
          You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling"
          
          Unfortunately those are meant to my future self, not to her
          And the painful way I discovered this, I don't wish it for my worst enemy..
          
          

One of my wishes is to go to pride someday 

سو يب، ذكرى السنوية الطنعش سعيدة لياريبو !
          الحلقة الثالثة نزلت اليوم بهالمناسبة الساعة اربعة الصبح
          بحثت عنها فقوقل بس مش متوفرة بسبب الحقوق
          هو شفت الحلقتين عالفيس ورح شوف الثالثة بعد يومين، بعد ما اخلص زفت رياضيات
          هو مش مكافئة الحلقة وانما عقاب ف مارح اتورم حالي قبل الامتحان يو نو

I'm literally so scared of the next
          When I start high school
          I have so much to do this vacation
          So much to try
          Too many options
          So much good time to spend
          So many people to be with
          So much energy to waste
          I don't know where should I start
          I hope really I can organize everything on the next Wednesday
          I wrote everything I want to do I just have to carry it out