@MaterialGurrl_1
Having weird anxiety right now and I’m tryna calm down but I can’t cause I think everything is gonna crumble around me because I’ve kept the same schedule every since I’ve moved back in with my mom and I’m scared that if I don’t keep that schedule something bad is gonna happen cause I’m not keeping it right now and I’m really sad and stressing out right now that I’m actually crying and it weird because I haven’t felt like this in a really long time. Please. Idk what to do.
Ok has been a vey long while. Don’t know what to say just gonna post this. K
Y’all I just found my new comfort song and of course it’s gotta be Harry so yea it’s Matilda by Harry Styles but yea just wanted to share that cause yea idk
Just chillin watching Ragnarok at 1:05 in the morning ,
Gabby
Y’all I’m having mad anxiety right now but these next 2 days are supposed to be happy cause I’m on my way to Disneyland but I just keep fucking thinking and the music that I choose to listen to when I have anxiety makes me cry and then I feel better but I’m in the car and then it’s gonna be this whole problem cause idk why I’m fucking crying
But yea know I haven’t talked to y’all on a while don’t even know if y’all are still active
But yea just wanted to get that off my chest
Wanna cry,
Gabby
I feel better now just had to get here and get used to it idk it was just a really bad feeling but thank you for asking :)
@MaterialGurrl_1 that rly sucks bestie, is there anything i can do to help u feel ok?
Y’all I was supposed to go to my best friend show and then the person who was supposed to drive me canceled and now Im sad
But my sister said she’ll take me tomorrow so now I’m kinda happy but I’m still sad cause I was supposed to be their for him and that really sucks
And I told him everything that happened and he said it fine and he’ll still do good in the show even though I told him before the show which also made me feel bad cause what if sense I told him before the show he’s gonna do bad cause of that but I promised him that I’ll be their tomorrow and he said ok but yea that what happened today
I’m hungry so I’m bout to go get some food,
Gabby
I feel like I’ve said something wrong by saying that i tried vaping at a party.
Let’s just get one thing straight I do not vape and will not vape until I am of age if I want to
The reason I did vape was just the heat of the moment and I wanted to try
I do not smoke or vape on a regular basis that was my first and last time until I am of age or go to college ♀️
I feel like people should do whatever they please it’s there bodies do if you vape or smoke I am totally fine with that
Just wanted to get that off my chest,
Gabby
@MaterialGurrl_1 gurl do whatever u want, vape if u wanna, and if u dont, dont same goes for what u say on ur message board say whatever tf u wanna say on here and if ppl have an issue w it, they should just unfollow
Y’all my birthday is April 16 and we just figured out what we’re doing(by we I have a fraternal twin) and idk if I wanna have a birthday with everybody in my family or if I just want it to be my immediate family cause normally we go all out for our birthday but this time I don’t feel like it.
To be honest I just want the money we’re gonna spend on the whole birthday party and me and my twin just split it evenly and we go shopping.
I have no idea what I’m gonna do,
Gabby
I was watching Ms.Peregrines home for Peculiar Children and now I’m scared
So now I’m in my dark room thinking about me getting my eyes eaten out.
Im wanna go see Batman,
Gabby
@MaterialGurrl_1 I LOVE THAT MOVIE OMG ms peregrines home for peculiar children>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> its rly different from the book but ngl its still just as good
Y’all I’m at a party and I just vaped for the first time my lungs burn and they doing helium
I don’t wtf going on but I am all good I’ll just read a book
Think I’m high,
Gabby
@LunaRorLunA My cousin asked if wanted to hit the blunt and I said no I’m not into that stuff I just wanted to try, when I get older(college )I’ll probably try again probably not I just wanted to try and I didn’t like how it made me feel so I will not do it again.
@LunaRorLunA Bruh all I did was take one puff just to try Thas it and after I didn’t do anything else I don’t even wanna do anything it was just the moment.
I have late night anxiety what should I do
Love,
Gabby
@MaterialGurrl_1 ur welcome, btw the shield can be anything, mines roses and the color golden and clear, so u can literally have anything.
@MaterialGurrl_1 listen to hzs music, or listen to whatever u want then try and imagine a shield around u like six feet around u then move ur shield to around ur house. Then imagine that that shield u made is around u all the time. It really works help calming u down as well, it’s helped me so many times when I feel uncomfortable. Also just try and clear ur mind when ur going to sleep. Idk if u don’t wanna do that then try something else idk.