lee jihye

HELLOO

Yesterday, we sisters (cousins) were having a late night conversation.
          
          And mid way one asked me about my past love story. (So that person knew very well I am Queer and I dated a girl, she knew Sanah too, everything, blah blah)
          
          But one among them wasn't aware.
          
          Now, I was kinda hesitating and really scared to narrate and tried to keep it gender neutral. But then she asked, "Oh, but isn't that a girl's
          
          name?"
          
          And my (own) sister said that yeah, she did, she is queer, blah blah~ And she just went, "Oh good, but *my name* are you sad?"
          
          And just started crying on spot.
          
          I never ever expected her to accept it. Her parents are~~~~~ She is a really soft, polite, calm and caring person, but this was something unexpected.
          
          It was the cutest thing ever. I am so happy. She is so lovely. I am seriously crying. The world isn't that bad!

HELL-B!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! HOW ARE YOUUUU?! KOTHAYE TUMI?!!!!!

What if 3Racha and Suga/Rapper Line collab just when I give my 12's boards? 
          How does it feel to die? 

There's so much happening around me
          
          The couple I was talking about few days back~ my juniors~ 
          
          So they again got into some relationships~ with different people though, lol~ 
          
          THEY ARE FUCKING COMPETING WITH EACH OTHER! 
          

Another story time(why do I feel like I have said this story~~~)
          Anyways so
          
          I might have talked about this couple before and how the fucking USED TO make out in our school's washroom. 
          Hah! 
          That really is much right? 
          So a few days back they broke up. 
          Cool. 
          Now person B claims she was kinda forced into the relationship, her family opposes, she is going through a lot, A doesn't even have to go through all this. That's cool too~~~ Lol
          BUT BUT BUT, 
          The next thing is the craziest, “WHY WOULD I EVEN STAY WITH HER? I AM STRAIGHT AFTER ALL” 
          And I fucking exploded. 
          
          Why is the girls of my school now so obsessed with being queer? 
          
          Like you did shit, and now you come out as straight? Wtf? LEGIT 2 YEARS!? What were you thinking for two damn years? 
          
          [Out of context but her best friend was all nodding and going like “Yes exactly, you are a pretty girl, you will get any damn boy”
          That was so ew anyways~]
          
          NOW THESE ARE THE ASSHOLES WHO ARE THE REASON FOR THE WHOLE “ITS ONLY A PHASE” SHIT! 
          Like if a third person just comes and says her she went through a phase, they won't be even wrong. Like UGWHWJWJWJJ! 

https://mobile.twitter.com/BTS_twt/status/596311965045100544

There's something about 0X1=Lovesong by TXT. It really isn't that old, but always gives me some nostalgia of something I probably never even experienced. 
          The entire music video, the story, the escape, the symbolism in burning the car is so amazing to me. 

Anxiety level so high, if BTS pointed their mic at me to sing I would hesitate, stutter and still sing “DID YOU SEE MY TROPHY”

thoughts over a moonbyul and felix collab?