Notaclue

What my Honors math class has caused me, in a nutshell: 
          *tune of the 12 days of Christmas* 
          12 mental breakdowns
          11 scolding from parents
          10 broken braincells
          9 nights of crying
          8 shredded papers
          7 thrown notebooks
          6 flying pages
          5 fingers nearly broken (punched the wall during rage hour)
          4  broken pencils
          3 more anxiety attacks than normal
          2 angry parents
          And a failure in my family's eyes. (I have a C and it's the lowest grade I've ever had, please help meeee.)