@CragStrider
So, my mom has a tendency to make fun of me (in a joking way) often. Well last night, I was incredibly pissed off, to the point where I had started talking in a bitchy attitude. Now, the reason why I was pissy was because my little sibling had just broken something of mine that made turning my light off so much easier (because I’m short and I don’t use the actual light switch often). So I wanted to rant about how angry I was to my parents. But my mom decides to crack a stupid joke at that moment! I gave her a look and told her that it really wasn’t the time for the jokes (in a respectful way mind you) so then my dad looks over at me and then proceeds to threaten to slap me in the face full force with a godamn wooden spoon if I don’t lose the attitude. And it’s just like, hello? I’m very much angry right now, I have a reason to not want to listen to the crappy jokes! I just want to rant about how angry I am with my younger sibling for breaking my stuff! Sure it was an accident but I was still angry! And the “best” part? My sibling proceeds to not get in trouble for the incident! And I’m over here getting yelled at for feeling emotions! For wanting to get all of my frustrations out rationally instead of using physical force!
And now that the holidays are coming up my family is going to be even more stressed out then usual! So unlike most families at my school, with everyone being in a happy mood (with the exceptional off day or two) I’m over here having to put on a facade of “oh yeah! My family is just woopdy heckin doo over here!” When in reality it’s more like “I don’t want to see or even make eye contact with the most bipolar man I have ever personally met!” And I have to HECKING LIVE WITH HIM FOR AT LEAST TWO OR THREE MORE YEARS!!! I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE! I JUST WANT TO SIT AT HOME,
AND WATCH CRAPPY HALLMARK CHRISTMAS MOVIES AND NOT GET YELLED AT JUST BECAUSE ONE TINY DETAIL IS OFF!!