MatsudaAkira

I miss you guys.

MatsudaAkira

I know I just got back on this site, but at this point. I can vent here with nobody else able to see these, I've never felt so disappointed with myself, how angry I am to myself, how much I wanted to disappear from this very earth. Everynight is just I can't sleep because I keep thinking about the world without me. As edgy as it may sound, I'm being thorough as much as I can with my honesty, I don't know if I should tell anyone about this. Anyone who knows me. And I mean ME.

MatsudaAkira

The sense of suicide at the very moment I'm writing this is at an all time high, the thought of disappearing knowing that everyone is better off without me is haunting me this very moment, 0966-351-4518. I should, have, NEED to call it. If it's too much. For me. I need to call the number.

MatsudaAkira

My GOD has it been a while! And God why did I stay quiet as I published Dawn Breakers. Unlike most stories, Dawn Breakers will be a story that will go on in an indefinite length. I may have school but that won't slow me down! I'm happy to be back.