MatthewGomez697

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...I don't think I have an excuse for my lack of updates. I'm not dying or anything, I don't have cancer, I'm completely fine. Its just... I'm tired. Like all the time. Everyday, I just laze in my room being an absolute chud. I'm sorry if I'm disappointing everyone right now. I know its been quite a long while since any of my stories have been updated. There's times where I am like "I absolutely NEED to work on my stories. I want to make everyone happy." But my god damn procrastination or whatever always prevents me. I try, y'all. I really do, and I promised a summer special, story or a chapter, and I also promised a Q&A. Problem is... I don't want people to rely on me for things. I can't do favors that are beyond my capabilities or do things that I can mess up. I'm scared that i can fuck up everything, and it all goes to shit... because of me. I feel this sense of self doubt within me, silently telling me that I'm not worth anyone's time or day... I feel like I'm failing as an author, as a writer, as someone who just wants to make people smile or laugh. Its what I want to do in my life. I don't care for fame and money, I just want to know that people are happy, and thats it. I'll try to work on my stories, but I can't guarantee when. So just wait until then, alright? Love you guys...

MrTthe1st

@MatthewGomez697 yeah it's fair enough man, just take care of yourself.
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PathBlaze

@MatthewGomez697 we understand man even a lot of stories take many times to wait for it but we all can believe in you and we're also happy that you made an awesome story so far ^⁠_⁠^ you're the coolest.
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Finnthecat34641

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@MatthewGomez697 I know how you feel dude, I would spend way too much time just watching YouTube and I am always so nervous that what I'm making is gonna end up being shit so I can relate with you dude. If I can give any advice just take your time and do your best, I'll be patiently waiting for what you have in store
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MatthewGomez697

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...I don't think I have an excuse for my lack of updates. I'm not dying or anything, I don't have cancer, I'm completely fine. Its just... I'm tired. Like all the time. Everyday, I just laze in my room being an absolute chud. I'm sorry if I'm disappointing everyone right now. I know its been quite a long while since any of my stories have been updated. There's times where I am like "I absolutely NEED to work on my stories. I want to make everyone happy." But my god damn procrastination or whatever always prevents me. I try, y'all. I really do, and I promised a summer special, story or a chapter, and I also promised a Q&A. Problem is... I don't want people to rely on me for things. I can't do favors that are beyond my capabilities or do things that I can mess up. I'm scared that i can fuck up everything, and it all goes to shit... because of me. I feel this sense of self doubt within me, silently telling me that I'm not worth anyone's time or day... I feel like I'm failing as an author, as a writer, as someone who just wants to make people smile or laugh. Its what I want to do in my life. I don't care for fame and money, I just want to know that people are happy, and thats it. I'll try to work on my stories, but I can't guarantee when. So just wait until then, alright? Love you guys...

MrTthe1st

@MatthewGomez697 yeah it's fair enough man, just take care of yourself.
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PathBlaze

@MatthewGomez697 we understand man even a lot of stories take many times to wait for it but we all can believe in you and we're also happy that you made an awesome story so far ^⁠_⁠^ you're the coolest.
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Finnthecat34641

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@MatthewGomez697 I know how you feel dude, I would spend way too much time just watching YouTube and I am always so nervous that what I'm making is gonna end up being shit so I can relate with you dude. If I can give any advice just take your time and do your best, I'll be patiently waiting for what you have in store
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MatthewGomez697

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Hey y'all. Sorry if you haven't heard of me or got any new updates on the stories at all. Just had to deal with some internet issues. Anyways, so I watched the last episode of TADC and... I'm gonna be real, I cried at the end. I won't spoil anything, but it was just so fucking peak. I loved how they all got together. I was there when the first episode dropped. At first, I had some doubts about it, but eventually it grew on me big time. I watched the episodes and watched them again. I was fascinated by the series and it's honestly sad to see it go. I wish there would be more to it, but unfortunately, the creator said she doesn't want to bother with it anymore due to the people who have no common sense and love to criticize ruined it. But, either way, I loved it alot. And if we luckily get a season 2 or something for the series, I'll be waiting. Also, I'll try to update my stories as fast as I can, just wait, alright?

Finnthecat34641

@MatthewGomez697 I'm currently rewatching the entire show to prepare myself for when episode 9 releases on YouTube and I'm just gonna say it's gonna be so hard to accept the fact that it's ending but honestly I don't blame Gooseworx
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PathBlaze

Hey buddy I just want to let you know that I really enjoy the story I remembered I read it again and it was a beautiful journey and you know I was thinking of the paper Mario I know we talked about that you will think about it but I think I have a crazy idea. 
          
          Imagine it was a theater for all of the paper Mario characters from the 64 from the Thousand-Year doors .of all the characters gathering in the theater where everyone else was here about Yn it's going to tell the story of his first adventure a Paper Y/n it's where everyone else is going to listen of this awesome story ever since he sold his books from his old adventures and a thousand your doors adventures.
          
          Y/n: hello everybody my name is Y/n L/n and today you're all wondering I've been selling a lot of books in my adventure journeys with my best friends and my girlfriends went through all the way he all been enjoying reading my books but I decided to have a great movie theater chat instead how have my ventures turn out and you guys want to know about the story don't believe me now here's the story that my life changed for good ever since Mario and I had to deal y'all guess who it is. 
          
          People understand knowing what he's talking about. 
          
          Y/n: this was a story beginning of the stars for protecting a secret magical weapon congrats anything for a wish the Star rod.
          
          (So what do you think if it's pretty awesome to see how it would turn out)

MatthewGomez697

@PathBlaze hmm, pretty interesting concept. Overall, I like that, but hmm... I can probably add or change some things here or there. Depends, really. Also, I'm sorry if I haven't been active, I'll explain why when I publish a new chapter for Hero from the future.
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MatthewGomez697

Ok... you guys probably think I'm this nice and chill dude who has anger issues in some moments. But in reality, I'm more than that... in fact, i am stubborn, hard to deal with, and worse... violent. Incredibly violent. You see, I had a somewhat rough childhood. My dad wasn't the best since he never had a father figure growing and was poor as well. Unfortunately when I was born i inherited my dad's anger, but also his way of intrusive thoughts. Sometimes when im really pissed, I get these urges or impulses to just beat the living hell out of them or worse... I wish I never had these but I can't, its in my DNA. I can control them, but I can't get rid of them entirely. There has been moments where I harmed my siblings, yell at my friends and other things. And the more I realize my actions, the more regret I feel... I always feel like that one sibling who can be very dangerous if not maintained... and sometimes, I feel scared of myself. Please don't let this affect you guys. I'm not perfect, but I'm not a monster. I'm still a teen, I make mistakes and sometimes I try to fix them. So please, don't think of me as this violent person, its not my fault I was born this way... Thank you guys for supporting me though, but now you know more about me...

KristianGulam

@MatthewGomez697  If it's any consolation I relate to you because I was the same growing up so I know what is like to have a short fuse since I was easily provoked. So don't worry because you are not the same person when you were little and I feel like you are a good person. Don't let your past be the reason you can't reach out to people. You are not alone.
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MatthewGomez697

Wow. I didn't think I would be making an impact to people...
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PathBlaze

@MatthewGomez697 I think you should make a separate story for the Thousand-Year door because that  story is complete.
          
          Think about it the more Sunshine will be really awesome like a separate story between Mario and Yn are going to travel through Island to SunSprite.
          
          Oh maybe you can make  Super Mario Bros movie Male reader that would be so awesome and gold

MatthewGomez697

Question for everyone: Would you guys like for me to do a Q&A? The questions can range from any sort of level. Whether you want to ask me about my writing, my work, my upcoming stories, ask me anything. Would yall want one? Let me know.

MatthewGomez697

@PathBlaze Hmm sunshine, huh? Its possible I can add a summer special for the TTYD story. Give it some new content since its a little dry.
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PathBlaze

@MatthewGomez697 I'm still waiting for the good turn about paper Mario story you know the 64 and Wii and maybe I was even thinking of Super Mario Sunshine since it's summer coming up that'll be really cool to have Yn having a fantastic summer break
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