Matthew please I really miss you and I hate this because whenever you're back I get so attached and it's probably the worst idea because then you're just gone again, I miss you so much, please.
wow. it's officially been six months, half a year, one hundred thirty-three days, of our being together. you are my rock, you don't even know it but i was a mess before you came along. i can't imagine spending thesepast months with anyone else, other than you, matthew lee espinosa. boy i miss you. and boy, i'm so in love.
your bio is so cute because it's from like 5 months ago when jamie did it. 5 months ago i would've never thought you and him both would not be here. funny, come on.
I really miss you and I sound pretty pathetic with every message I've posted and maybe you're seeing these and just getting annoyed but it's really hard to have you gone again, I mean you came back for about a month maybe and you're gone again. You and Sammy are all I've got anymore and you mean the world to me and it sucks not having you around, not seeing your smile everyday, not getting your hugs and kisses. I miss you a lot, come back real soon please, I love you so so much, please.