Matthew Dionisio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSFmOlFi2Go
          
          
          Guess that's it?

So many things are happening, what were those at VShojo thinking by taking that charity money from Ironmouse... like, why? Greed getting in the way? Now the company is already dead now that their talents are leaving, if I got the news correct.
          
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vb-FGa_DO64
          
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJTOL69h2MI

Okay, I need to quick talk regarding those in Hololive and are a fan, WHAT I happening in Hololive Productions? Gawr Gura is also announcing a graduation, AFTER one of my favourites, Nanashi Mumei, announced her graduation? What's happening in 2025?!
          
          
          Did the pressure and disagreements in Hololive get to Gura and her Seiyuu? I JUST graduated from my 12th grade! - April 16th, 2025/11:11am

Apparently, Nanashi Mumei of Hololive has also decided to graduate at some point, but it's due to her throat issues and it really broke her heart, considering that she's been in Hololive for around 3 years, I think... I'm hating myself for not being able to watch any of the girls' and their livestreams, despite liking Hololive's fan-games as a whole...
          
          Mumei has been one of my favourite VTubers at Hololive, alongside Sora, Towa, Suisei, Calliope, Kiara... and a few others. So, this announcement when I first saw it, I didn't know that Mumei was graduating until I saw the posts of other WattPad users. But throat issues aren't something that can be controlled, compared to other reasons for graduating... Humanity has lost it's Guardian, but at least she made all of those music pieces; my heart may have been aching at the news, but just like how the Lord will be with me, I will move forward and never forget Mumei, just as her song said that we'll be guided by others... (If I can only follow what I preach sometimes). - March 28th, 2025/2:15pm

Man, there were a lot of Hololive graduations... The ones that I can remember for this year in the previous year of 2024 and current 2025 were A-chan, Minato Aqua, Amelia Watson, Ceres Fauna... Sakamata Chloe, and now Shion's leaving after she spent 7 years and due to health conditions and how differently Hololive's whole company went compared to Shion's views...
          
          The more that I think about it, the more I'm starting to wonder if I'll still enjoy making stories without the Hololivers... Were you fans of Shion? - March 8th, 2025/2:20pm

It's been a long time....
          
          
          A lot of crap has happened, went through several Hololive Graduations, I can only say that we have went through this whole rollercoaster. Happy New Years, and hopefully 2025 would be better!

Crap.... My chest feels tight... Coughing constantly... Kept spitting out phlegm...
          
          I feel sick... I need rest...

I wasn't sure on what to say.... I just found out about this right now. After Amelia Watson's graduation, now it's Sakamata Chloe's semi-graduation and now Ceres Fauna?
          
          My inner Hololiver is already feeling like they're dying as much as I don't want them to go...

If I'm gonna be honest... living alone in my house with no one else to take care of me, existential dread eroding my mind and my faith dwindling because of my desire to know the truth of our existence in the Universe, and if this is the original, prime universe we're in... It's really making me wish my friends, relatives, siblings and classmates along with my parents are close to me, like really close that I wish that I wouldn't worry any more. If God is telling me that I can live through to see the end of my life's race.
          
          
          But it's hard... It's constantly reaching me in each and every spot in my head, the chilly breeze as I started to doubt if God is listening to my prayers. I wish that God would tell me directly that this whole reality is real, if this isn't a simulation or whatnot, and if he's hearing my prayers!
          
          And I'm an Iglesia Ni Cristo for goodness' sake.... I'm not sure if he's even hearing me, right now at the age of 19... and I still think about the old days, when I was younger... Like I refused to let go of it.... I really wish that I can somehow get my answers, and stop worrying that I'll be saved.

I seriously can't believe this but turns out WattPad IS serious about removing DMs. What good even is that?!
          
          
          Seriously, this meant that all private talks are going to be somewhat impossible. Can we agree that this is a bit of a terrible idea, or is there some merit behind it?