I apologize to everyone who's waiting on a response. The past month and a half has been extremely horrible for me and my family, and as a result my mental health has gotten extremely bad. My grandmother and I talked, and because of some recent experiences with me, we agreed that it'd be best for me to get some serious help, aka a mental hospital. We determined that this is what's best for me and for my mental health and current problems. If you'd like more details, dm me. I'll be offline for at least three weeks starting tomorrow morning.