Maxie <3

My heart and my head are fighting right now <3

She makes me feel famous <3

This one is for my girl❤️
          
          
          I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you
          
          I had to let you know that everything about me was you
          
          but I'll never leave you
          
          I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you
          
          I'm 19, my anxiety's eating me alive
          
          I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night
          
          And last time I could barely open up my eyes, I apologize
          
          I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
          
          You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
          
          I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
          
          If you ever feel alone
          
          You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
          
          I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you
          
          When I was an ocean far away and I couldn't be home to hold you
          
          Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you
          
          So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you
          
          I'm 29, and society's eating me alive
          
          I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night
          
          I fucked up and I apologize
          
          I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
          
          You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright

I'm gonna take a break from wattpad guys. I love y'all but I'm going through a lot...

I'm so delusional right now...

.....I'm gonna try to sleep

I love her. I still do after everything that happened 

When you can't sleep without her....

Baby, you got nowhere to hide,
          I'm coming for you
          Your parents could never fathom the levels to I adore you. ❤️
          

I think y'all don't know how much this girl means to me. She's the one for me, the girl I write all my songs about...like Lil Peep wrote about Emma I write about my girl. Love you G,
          
          MWAHHH ❤️