I love to write. Writing keeps me happy. Writing is my outlet from reality...

This days, Do you know how you feel as you try to drag your self towards what you hated the most and people kept trying to say that's your fate?

I learn as a means to do it as a task, not learning because I love it or it's my passion. 

I just wanted to shout and wish this to end.

"What you dreamt of that-- , will that make you earn money?"- Anonymous

That's why i chose differently but regretted my past self . 
I hated the world because of this reason, hated the so called fate and specifically hated every part of me as i sunk deep unto the dark abyss with no one to hold.

If words could move mountains or turn back time. 
I screamed those words for  a million times.....