been thinking about this for a little while, and so i'm probably not going to write any more.
well, at least word that was to be published - my fanfics - i just can't write any more due to stress and such. This was fun while it lasted, two years of semiregular updates, and now its over.
i'll probably come back in the future, but right now, i just can't handle writing. Good luck to everyone's journeys in life - i'm simply moving onto bigger things, such as my education.