You know
I hate that I can speak up for myself
Especially when it come to my step-dad
Because if I do try to stand up. I just automatically just go with what he wants to hear as I don't want him to get even more mad at me
For context- my mom send me a text message earlier in the day that she would be home late and It was too cook spaghetti.
So I gathered all the ingredients, when it came to the Sauce there was two types of cans (ones called Four cheese and the other garlic and onion). I chosen the garlic one. This is where I messed-up.
You see, my dad likes his spigeaty very saucy and for me I don't really care tho. I didn't know he like that way till today as I was perfectly fine with just a meat Sauce.
Anyways after I finish and made his plate is when he got onto me about it not being saucy and a fact about me is that I am a emotional young adult(18 going on 19 soon) so I was a teary mess as he got on to me that I shouldn't even start cooking it if I didn't have enough Ingredients plus more stuff but that one stuck more...
So he found the Four cheese and made me put it into the sauce while I am trying not to cry as he told me to grow up and be an adult as I will be turning 19 soon. Which I know but that still hurts
After all that and when my brother and I plates are made and we sat down at the table to eat (my step-dad eats in the livingroom)
He started making comments "it look like proper now doesn't it?" (He said more stuff but that's the one I remember) and I could was nod as I didn't feel like arguing about it.
So after we finish eating he did try to "console" me by trying to explain what he means and give me a hug
Usually I am so down to hug him as he barley gives me any but this time I didn't want it
That's basically it
I do have one thing left to say is that
I hate when someone tries to make me laugh when I am deeply upset
Like I know what they are trying to do but it just makes me feel so much worse
Thank you for reading my rant
Have a goodday