Xelphina Nyxalis

Someone didn’t read the profile or the labels in one of my books, guess I have to resort to deleting comments. And also, I’m going to update a few things in my profile so I can avoid comments telling me that it isn’t necessary to make +18
          
          Didn’t they read the thing or just that specific book? I don’t know. Yes or not, idk.
          
          Might as well as get things done and same goes for this text I’m typing right now.
          
          I don’t want drama and I’m not a people pleaser, I’m trying to be polite and respectful but of course words can be used against me. So yeah, I appreciate the readers who read my books. I have to let ya know about that and I’m off <333

I haven’t been active in Wattpad or ao3 for so long and surprisingly I got my first hate comment in one of my FPE Books :000

Today I took off my braces at the dentist. And I kid you not, putting the braces on is less painful than taking it off. I don’t know how to explain the process but let’s just say, I cried the entire session once the braces is off because the dentist needed to do something to both of my teeth, up and down. I hear metal and something else and since then, this shall officially be my trauma when it comes to dentist.
          
          Yeah I’m being dramatic but enough to make it like I’m in a freaking horror movie because I closed my eyes and never bothered to see what was in my mouth. Not like I can because there are some splashes and then out of nowhere when I’m finally done and waiting for my parents because they were with my other sisters who’s getting dentist appointments, not having or taking braces like me.
          
          I swear I heard my own cries, whimpers, whines, and etc. by the receptionist counters and I was like : “wtf you gotta be kidding me-“
          
          And the receptionists or staff there looks frightened as if they just heard a crime voice recording or something like in the final moments of the victim before they d*ed or some shit.
          
          They looked at me and I looked at them.
          
          Idk what to say except I just cope my pain with watching videos.
          
          I will never go to the dentist. Ever.

Hell does one need to read any old stories to read new one about foe and other

Hey girl, I had a couple of questions about FPE's story and Claire's, I know Claire is the daughter of a goddess of love, but I got confused with certain parts, when she's with her companions. My question is, in what order should I read the stories? (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

Yeah I’m f*cked.  Very screwed, like I just booked an eye test for my first time in Australia. Usually I do my eye test in Vietnam but it’s taking too long so I just decided to paid 70$ for that appointment and have it tested in the same day only to find out that my eyesight went from bad to worse. I can’t specify the number but it’s 5 to 3 or that’s what I recall.
          
          Let’s just say I have to buy another pair of glasses because mine is no longer helpful and my sister took this chance to tell my parents to cut the wifi at 8 pm and now I had no choice but to reschedule my entire hours of my hobbies and school management.
          
          I swear this is my Karma for isolating and distancing myself from this Asian family and now I’m taking another swallow pill but not emotionally, thank god.
          
          I won’t be throwing a tantrum, obviously. I’m still growing, gotta be mature but holy sheesh that I felt like I’m the problem because my parents started arguing, all because my mother complains how and asks why my glasses is expensive only for my dad who was with me at the appointment to argues that it’s necessary.
          
          I hate my parents but at least one gotta be reasonable and right enough and men, I wish I’m smart enough to not get myself in this position I’m currently in. It’s not like I’m staying up at night in everyday, well, used to, but now? I put all my attention for school work for the exams next week. 
          
          I lost all motivation and it’s only get me this far before I give up and have to finish school before going back to my hobbies and my world.
          
          Men, I gone through a lot of humbling experiences in just one week. Even it was by accident or my stupid mistakes that I do or say without thinking.
          
          Luckily my mother is too worn out from the argument so it spared me a screaming match with her, much to my younger bitc- sister’s dismay. She just wanted me to get in trouble.
          

Hi everyone, I’m back, and my apologies for the sudden crashing- well mental breakdown through this announcement two or yesterday, I’m fine now. I got my main email back and thank god, it did or else I’m losing all my meaning in life or even the reason to move forward in life.
          
          I’m sorry for worrying everyone I know personally and also those who reach out to me.
          
          Sincerely,
          
          Sorry again
          
          From Author, Maya

Okay so… I ran into a problem with my laptop, yesterday and now I’m concerned for life even now because I had no choice but to delete, don’t ask me why, I’m not good at explaining it and right now I’m trying to change my email of this Wattpad account before it’s too late. I would crash out if I failed so if you don’t see my stories anymore, just know this author here is dumb and desperate because her laptop got put into family safety settings that no one asked, even my family had no idea and my only theory is that I got hacked and yeah, not doing well right now. Gone through an emotional roller coaster all because I’m worried about my works or websites connect to this main account will be gone.

Okay so…
          
          Something happened to me. I find it funny, even though it was actually kind of serious—
          
          I was out taking the trash with my dad at night, like usual. We do this every Sunday here in Australia. But this time was different—I ended up half-smashing my face into the glass back door. Yeah… idiotically careless of me.
          
          Normally, those doors are left halfway open so we can go in and out easily. But tonight, my dad didn’t want bugs getting in, so he asked me to close it. I did. Didn’t think it was a problem… until later.
          
          So basically, I was the one who closed the door… and then I was the one who got hurt by it.
          
          Ironically, this is the fourth time. The first three? Back in Vietnam. And every time—it was always glass doors 

Not sure if this is weird or normal, or hell, anything that could be 'relatable' enough, when you feel depressed and sometimes just laze in bed or just stay in one place and yet you able to write the best stories during those times because writing is your coping. Not like it's all the time but like, it keeps happening to me. And no, I don't lose motivation even when I'm not sad or depressed, just feel like my lazy self is too lazy and rare for me to even do something productive unless it's school or necessity (feels like it had to I guess)