maxchristtttt
Hi,sambungan loving him belum ada?
MayMayuu_
MayMayuu_
Hello hello !! I'm back . Oh I'm on tears, never thought I got this account back after so many months
Btw hello everyone
EllaGeraman
Hai sis...blm ada sambungan kha loving him???
ReikoChan9
@EllaGeraman hello sis, sorry acc ni tida active sudah ni. Hilang email sy tida dpat recover sudh. Kalau sis mau boleh follow sec acc saya. Sy akan try re-uploaded LOVING HIM disana, thank u
MayMayuu_
The ending is near.
The last chapter of ISABELLA akan saya update 9PM malam ni ❤️
MayMayuu_
this message may be offensive
28 june 2020
The night of 27 june i just done with my shower. It just fine until i saw my reflection on the mirror. I feel horrible and loathed to see how my body looks.
I keep thinking that I'm so fucking ugly. The questions keep coming to me like "how can someone love me looking like this ?" My anxiety building up the walls that so high. I feel my heart getting heavy but i don't know why, its hurt. I think I'm gonna explode. But i keep remind myself that i deserve this. Negativity thoughts surrounding me.
I feel tired, i feel numb. Then i walk my self to the bed scrolling through my phone. I feel uneasy. I throw my phone away and try to sleep. No i can't. I don't know what happening to me. I cried. And cried , until i fall asleep.
I had a weird dream that i cannot explain. I woke up with a shock and sit there with a blank looks and it's around 4 in the morning, I don't want to feel this again. I cried again and again. I hate to be in this state. I hate myself to be in this state. I really am cause i want to be happy like everyone else , i want to love myself to have that confidence in their self but i have none. I want to scream my voice out but i can't.
Can anybody tell me what's happening to me ? i am afraid i may failed myself, my family and everyone that i love and close to me. I feel so useless now. I am no good.
Sincerely, Ellie
elixiacee
@MayMayuu_ Always think positive.I this world everyone has their own beauty.Maby that his/her facial beauty or hearts beauty.So keep thinking that God gave you some other power to explore yourself to others.Find the power and reach to your target.God is always with you and indirectly my wish also.❤
MayMayuu_
Hai kamu, sorry ah lmbat update chapter :(
Saya usahakan utk kasi siap cepat :) thank you yg masi menunggu
Btw, happy new year God bless.
MayMayuu_
Begini bah kamu, kamu masi mau ka sy sambung tuh sorita ISABELLA klu kmu mau comment '❤️' saja ah
MayMayuu_
Hai bunnies ! Im back ☺️ sorry la lama sy menghilang kan, actually phone sy rosak, then trpksa la saya beli baru andd now here i am, I'm ready utk sambung cerita isabella yg lama tertunggak, nntikan chapter baru ya btw once again im sorry para readers ku ❤️ lots of love from me semua
Sincerely,
Ellie :)
deliriouslyjoy
Gila la, sabahan writer? hebat!
MayMayuu_
Hello my dear readers semua, sorry sy lambat mo update chapter baru, sy sibuk sama kerja and so on, sy rsa bulan ni maybe sy akan updte beberapa chapter baru ISABELLA, tida juga best ba kan siuk2 suda baca sekali masi ongoing, malas mo tunggu2, sy faham juga apa rasa dia. Sorry kamu hehe .. Dalam masa terdekat nnti sy update. Thanks !
Love you guys.
Sincerely,
Ellie.