Im always asking myself a "what if" i have a lot of questions. 'bout my decisions in life. Lot of regrets lots of why!? But still at the end of the day, i said to myself why would i need to ask why? or what if? When in the begining that was the path way that i choose.. Instead of asking why or what if. When i close my eyes i always ask God i always talk to him. That this all this happened in my life this the life He want me. My life is my choice my life is my work. When i stare at my daughter even she came to me at my early age. I dont need to regret about anything instead i always thank God that He gave me a beautiful creature a beautiful blessing and forever love that i need to be a good mother i need to be contented i need to be more strong enought for her. All my what if all my why? Has ended. All of this gave me a new wants in life. About the future of my daughter about our life w/out thinking others judgement.. Cause in this life God gave me and feel me the life with my daughter that i need.