Sezukaa._.

Gurllll I’m soo sorryyyy I missed our last text so i didn’t even know you asked I’m sooo soooo sorryyyyy
            But my name is Harshitha hehe<3
            What’s yours????
            Idk why but saying all this to you felt like really good… 
            You don’t even have to read the whole thing if you’re too tired but please do read this text!!
            I’m sooo sooooo grateful to have a friend like youuu broooo *sobs*
            Those small lil moments are the ones we wish we can freeze forever and live in no??? Godd I’d give anything for that to happen just to get out of this nightmare!!!!
            Even I didn’t know I had so many to tell that it’ll take up to 5 single messages!!!!
            Thank you soo much gurll and I truly wish you only the good ones all the same!!!!✨
            Sending you the biggest biggest hugs!!!!
            I truly hope you have a truly peaceful day today and forever!!!!✨
            Ahhh nothing like having dinner from outside and chilling and going to sleep!!!
            And awwwww gurlll I miss missss missseddd you too sooo muchhhhh *sobs uncontrollably*
            Heheheh I’m a hug person as wellll
            I wish I could give you one tooo thoo!!!
            But for now HAVE MYY BIGGEST BIGGEST VIRTUAL HUGS AND LOVE✨✨✨✨

But okay enough with that one more good news is that I started going to gym and so far IT HAS BEEN GREATTTT!!!!
            It’s exclusive for women and I’ve been so comfortable there and it’s really welcoming and a safe environment that has made me really happyy 
            But the problem is that remember that one very bad “love” experience I told you about??
            That guy saw me going to gym one day and had started to harass me by constantly coming there!!
            The reason I use such a word harass is cuz that’s exactly what’s been happening!!
            That good for nothing moron has been stalking me for 4 years now and ever since he’s seen me here he just waits there for god knows what cuz I’ve told him countless times that I don’t want this anymore!!!
            I’d rather choose to live my worse nightmare than even just talk to him!!!
            The other day he just started shouting in front of everyone IN THE MIDDLE OF A MOVING TRAFFIC and when I tried to get away in my vehicle leaving him behind HE STARTED TO CHASE AFTER ME WITH HIS BIKE SHOUTING AT ME TO STOP!!!! And that happened, you guessed it, IN THE MIDDLE OF A FREAKIN MOVING TRAFFIC and I’ve never over sped and over taken while driving as much as I did that day in my life but I did that day just to get away from that jobless moron!!!
            
            

I didn’t even show it to you while we were talking cuz I just couldn’t let it slip or for the way my dad was there in the native he would’ve gone bonkers!!!
            Don’t get me wrong he’s actually a really great dad but he just has this temper… and it’s bad, like scary asf!!!!
            So the whole time there I was pretending to be this smiley faced doll doing what I was told to and ever since I came back I’ve become this sort of burnout loser who just wanted to glue myself to my bed or couch and erase way my existence!!
            And all this drama has made my parents unload their temper on me both of them!!
            My brother is abroad and he’s been really supportive to me with everything like I try to be for him..
            Like I said my parents are like literally great and they love me to bits even when I’ve only been more of a disappointment for them..
            But them constantly being at each other’s throats and sometimes it being unloaded on me is just, idk really tiring broo..
            To make matters worse even my best friend did the same.. 
            Like many issues like this just drained me..
            You’d think what’s the worse some words can do but boyy do they have a scary effect!!!
            Some words they said out of “temper”, it felt like a literal stab straight into the heart, I cried myself to sleep some nights!!
            Like u said ik this sounds very dramatic believe me but I’ve just been very very sensitive lately idk what’s wrong with me…

@Meehira__writes Heyyy author, 
            I'm really enjoying reading your story so far. 
             Thank You for writing this one<3

@dodododooo_04 Heyaaa hun, 
            Oooh it's totally finee okay? Don't fret okay? 
            Are you okay? Don't worry it's alright hnn?
            It's okay, we will be good, come back when you're feeling better. 
            Yea yea it's okayy
            You too take care!! 

@MeNdLaLaLand  heyy gurll!!
            I’m soo sorry for replying late this often..
            Things have been chaotic here and I’m just tired all the time..
            Guess I’m going through a burnout stage??
            Please don’t mind
            I just had to let you know that’s why I came here
            I’ll come back soon naa
            Take caree ttys!!!✨

@MeNdLaLaLand Don't even get me started on tests thing like I would rather Kill myself, I've been avoiding the test tbh and ik How harmful that is. Like this other day I was talking to my frnd nd she was like when are you starting the revision, I was like I've not even covered 45% of the syllabus. Ik it sounds so bad nd worth judgement but Ah I'm trying sorry (╯︵╰,)
            ik ikkkk I've not been reading much rn thou, still I'm getting hooked to this app and wasting my time so I'm considering del it again, like I'll download once in a day nd reply to you ofc nd see for updates nd del again hah that's so meee
            And I'm soo so sorry I'm replying this lateee, I did see your reply even read itvwhole but I was going out that time nd then it slipped my mind I'm sorryyyy
            Staawwpppp, are you all planned to make me cryy, ILYYYYY
            Ohhh yayyyyyyy you're backkk, we're happyy. The comfort of homee. 
            Literally gimme something T-T 
            Gurllllll, ╥﹏╥ that is some loaded shit idk the word but ahmm. Lemme give you hugg, c'mon. I trust youuu, we are talking about guys so duhhh ofc it's bad. About my oh-not-so-romantic-life, I have had crush on this person like in 10th, idk where I got the courage from but I confessed nd got rejected for pretty good reason that's it's not a right age. Guess I was saved and he was a good guy. But on my part I just wanted to confess, these relos nd all weren't on my mind. But yea after that it's nothing like blank. Hah 
            I also think the sameee like also I read stories nd wanna live in them cuz LIFE well it's shitt. 
            EGGJACTLYYY!!! Where are my queens!!? 
            Gimme your recs ma'am I'm waiting tooo. Ik you've a tastee, bless me? 
            You're getting me all hypedd, I'mma cryy

@MeNdLaLaLand :)

@Nerdy__Turtle I'll surely check out you books. Thanks for recommendations

@thesparkwithin Thank youuuu for writing that piece of gem
            I didn't know before reading that, that I could so hard