Some people need to realize complaining about their problems and losing people are a part of life, nothing will change unless you try to make the change. You aren't a problem unless you make yourself out to be one. People say they hate being the cause of others pain... So don't be. You have people who love and care about you and those you hurt will forgive and forget. Just make the change and get yourself on the right tracks and people will see that. I had to make the change myself and the people I cared about the most came back to me. Summer is about growth and change, not just on the outside but on the inside too. So let's all have a glow up and come back better people than we were. God bless, have a lovely day! <3 <3 <3