Mega Loser

Hurting yourself and hoping that the one you love will take notice and help u is really hard when she is blocking you out entirely :(

I'm bored and can't sleep

I'm sorry everyone for my negative posts it's just I'm dealing with a break up, the girl of my dreams just left me behind in pain. 

I am a huge failure I don't deserve to be alive today because I hurt the girl that matters the most to me and I'm regretting every bit of it because I love her and I want a happy life with her but she's so scared of her family not liking me but what she doesn't realize is that they haven't had enough time around me and I'm ready to change that once I get out of school. She has to take me back before then so that way I at least live to see the day bc without her I'm slowly fading away.