My dear friend..
I only can give support and encouragement words for everything you go through.. Yes, I don't understand how hurt it felt as I never experience in way you do. But, just remember,there will be someone who always care and stand beside you to hold your hand and said everything will be fine.. There will be someone who cried seeing you hurts and felt more hurt everytime you said "I'm Okay".. Remember you'll never felt alone going through these obstacles, there will be someone like me will always be there for you. I love you my friend and I just want you to fight this.. For your own future and for our future together as best friends
Remembrance this day, I pledge my loyalty oath for not ever give up