Sorry guys...
I feel like the walls are closing in in me, and all the oxygen was swiped from my lungs. Someone stole my voice, and no matter what I say no one hears me.
That's how I feel when I'm having my panic or anxiety attacks.
And right now I don't feel very comfortable with wattpad anymore, this shell from reality isn't very affective anymore and I need a wake-up call. whenever I write, I don't feel inspired anymore and homework is too much. Panic and anxiety attacks are happening more often now but I dealing with it best I can. My cuts are healing and I haven't done it since forever. Feels nice.
I just wanted to thank you guys for being awesome readers and friends. Keep being your amazing selfs and if you feel like no one cares, just remember that just because I'm going inactive, doesn't mean I don't care about you anymore. Im here.
So here's my final and last goodbye. Maybe one day I'll come back and continue writing stories, but for now,
This is MelKitten,
Signing off
~♡