Melinflower

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CAN YOU COME BACK HOOOMEEMEEE

@EndorsedAccount it was kinda obvious from the words you use

Got that right

@EndorsedAccount Shpook?

We'll wait c:

@KotoriTori I'm going through the "I'm a shitty writer, so what's the point?" phase. But I'll be back. :-)

Thanks! I wish I had more time to write, I want to finish the Hard-boiled story soon, but it will take a few days before I can sit and do it.

@Melinflower yay! I'm happy if your week is better now

@Melinflower i cant im dead

@Melinflower OUCH!

Thanks!!  <3

@Melinflower Oh no!  Please take care, get well soon! 

Oh really! I don't meet people who loves birds so often so I'm really happy! I thank you too! 
            
            *jumps and claps in joy*

@KotoriTori That's really interesting! I do like birds also. Thanks!

@Melinflower actually, when I think again, "blue tit" could be "kömürcü kuşu" in Turkish too because maybe my ancestors didn't see a difference between great tit and blue tit

@Ohmadou *grandma being touched*

@Melinflower aaaaaaowwww it's today?! Babies. Adorable. Sniff....

@Melinflower yeet yeet Brett go buy him a viola to return the favor

@ShpookyJimKristmas hey I'm not that old! It's just one or two years (but that's not something unusual. Everybody who sees me thinks I'm about 13-14). 
            
            I'm tired of saying that. You are smart. But it's not easy to being 14. No one understands you (COZ I USED TO FEEL SAME AND SOMETIMES I STILL FEEL LIKE SO LOL). 
            
            Yeah, I'd love to read something about that anti gay march

@ShpookyJimKristmas 
            HAHAHA Shpook, yes come and kiss your grandmothers hello, naughty boygirl!
            But Melin and I are the exceptions. 
            (what the hell are we doing here? I don't think it's just for the love of Breddy, I think it's because you don't forget what it was like to be a teenage girl and it's good to reconnect with that vibe with all of you gals.)
            
            My "demographics" and my enquiring of people who read the fic tells me that the average age is 15. 
            And yeah, man, your writing is outstanding. I was precocious at 15 but you've outdone me. 
            I was also extremely screwed up! desperate to leave home, learning English as my passport to the LAND OF FREEDOM wherever the fuck that was going to be. Turned out it was London. Found my first girlfriend there. And spent the next 10 years on the gay scene. 
            
            Still, life was a long AnGsTy road to hell for years.
            You're only at the beginning I'm afraid! hahaha. Life's a bish and then you die. 
            We just try and have a laugh in between the shitty times.
            
            Don't forget to tell us about that friggin antigay march. We want to know. What a weird experience. You should write a poem about it. Or song lyrics.

@ShpookyJimKristmas Oh, dear. But I don't understand the exasperation. Lemme explain :-)
            
            It would be really unusual for a 17 yo to write like Ohmadou, it takes many years (years of writing and years of living things, good and bad). You said you like how I write, well, it took ALL these years for me :) (and I was born in a family of librarians, I always worked with books, as a proofreeader, so yeah...) 
            
            What I think it's OUTSTANDING is the quality of your writing at 14-15 yo. And in a second language!!! I wouldn't even dare to read the things I wrote at your age. You have a sense of rhythm in the prose that not so many grown up writers have. I truly enjoy reading your stories. SO:
            
            1. You're no idiot. You're the opposite of idiot.
            2. Never stop writing. NEVER.
            
            And here's a little true sad story: I stopped writing completeley at the age of 17, because family issues, anxiety and the pressure I put on myself. It took 25 years, therapy, friends, discovering TwoSetViolin, then discovering Ohmadou's, Kotori and you, to gather the courage to write again. And I'm so happy about it. In a certain way, it changed my life.
            
            So don't waste your time in exasperating. Write, live, love and enjoy. I know it's hard to be 14, but everything gets better after high school, trust me.
            
            :-)