Thanks for the vote on "The Message." There is a reason you read and voted on it - it was God; He is in control! I don't know how much you understand, but ask God and He will help you. I am not trying to belittle you, there is much I didn't understand; well, God said it and I wrote it. I have a feeling you are seeking God's face, and I want to encourage you to do so. He loves you as do I. God's love is so special, and He wants us to spread it to everyone we can. I stared at your notification for a while, and then I asked God how to respond, and He said, "Speak from your heart." God knows everything, and He is always willing to listen - He loves us so much. Well, there it is, straight from my heart, which is full of God's love. One last thing - make sure to tell God you love Him; He likes that :-)