SmolVillainDeku

also, all the pronouns and gender/sexuality shit in my bio, just ignore it 
          
          I don't know what I am, but I'm just tired of labelling myself. They She He, it don't matter anymore, Whether i'm female or nb, idc anymore, I'm just Mel lol. and my sexuality
          we dont talk about that, i'm going thrugh a big identity crisis 
          
          so for now, no labels, any pronouns, i'm just mel 

Can y'all just report this account and try getting it deleted, because I don't use it and can't access it, I just want it removed, bcos theres no point in having this account if I can't use it  :/ 

I can't log back into this account, ahhhhhhhh, my stupid phone fell in water and crashed, I can't remember the password, and this account uses a deleted email, my dimbo brain forgot to change it so I can't change the password. So I''m permanantely on this one noww 
          
          Yay or nay???????? I dunno

Guess whos back

I just pulled glue off my forehead by accident and it hurt and now i wanna cry

Can someone do le talk. Everyone sleeps its annoying 

I love my lil nugget. He fell asleep on call today. He hasnt slept well in a week the poor thing. I'm just glad hes getting rest. It was also like half 11 when he fell asleep tho soooo
          
          I havent felt this way since. Well. I'll let you guys figure it out :) 
          
          ~Mello_Slytherin <3

i like to think that we stopped dating when i realised my actual feelings for him two weeks ago. By Monday I was in a huge frenzy. My crush on Jake was enormous. Like. Blue whale enormous, but he still had a girfriend to my sadness. So. I spent the days calling him, hiding my feelings, and helping him with anything i could. Cos i was a good friend, it pained me to think of him as nothing more than a friend. Then Wednesday arrived. I found out that Jakes girlfriend broke up with him, After 3 years. And i wasnt sure whether to feel sad for him or happy for my new opening. Again. I comforted him as a friend. But then I couldnt help myself. At 10pm that night i confessed my feelings. I was planning to wait till the day before new years or until we'd meet to give him time to get over his ex and because i didnt wanna seem like an ass asking him out the same day he was broken up with. But i couldnt help myself. I wasnt expecting to date him. I just needed to confess before my heart exploded. Let me just say it was the best decision of my life. I found out he actually liked me back. And with a shaky "will you go out with me" we started going out. We've been dating for 5 days ( including Wednesday and today even tho its 1am) and my little uwu heart couldn't be happier. 
          
          He's my lil nugget. And i love him with all my heart. 

I've never believed in love at first sight. 
          
          That was until i met my baby. His name is Jake. I was added to an LGBTQ+ chat 3 and a half weeks ago by one of my friends. And thats where i met my Jake. 
          
          He was really upset and it just wasnt his week. So i offered to call him on Sunday. We called. And we became close super quickly. It ended up us calling everyday for hours on end. I had another boyfriend at the time so I refused my feelings, but we still got even closer. But for some reason, whenever Jake spoke about his now ex girlfriend, I always felt jealous. Like I wanted to be her, i wanted to be his partner. I started to stop denying my feelings for jake so i was now a person stuck with a boyfriend and a really big. crush. 2 weeks ago I realised I mistook my feelings for my boyfriend thinking that i liked him, instead of thinking of him as a super close friend, which is what the feelings actually were. I felt bad for thinking about breaking up with him so i kept my thoughts hidden and i was stuck with a boyfriend i didnt wanna have for 2 weeks. And a crush that was getting stronger every day. I ended up breaking up with my now ex boyfriend on sunday. But were now still close friends, it was like we never dated. 
          

Hi. Also. 
          
          I’m tired. But I’m stubborn and don’t wanna sleep *le huff*
          
          And none of y’all can make me so don’t even think about it You nuggets