I hate it and I hate how it is everywhere I go
I can't escape, its in my flesh, its in my bones
They tell you that tomorrow will be better
But tomorrow never comes
I'm stuck inside my mind and I hate how convincing I am
Everyday is the same
You smile even when you still wants to shut yourself down
You eat even when you know that you don't wanna live
You try your best to sleep because your mind never shuts down.
Everyday is the same day. Yesterday seems like an old memory and tomorrow seems like impossible.
It's killing you everyday and you let it because that's what you want
You want people to think you are getting better because it hurts so much to see them cry
I don't wanna see them cry anymore
I don't wanna be here