Do you ever feel so out of place
Like you don't belong
And just being isolated from all the rest?
So concious of your actions but just can't find the motivation?
Feeling nervous, scared, worried... regret...
Do you give yourself pep talks, saying,
"Everything's going to be alright, it's fine."
"It's better this way..."
Do you find comfort in the empty vast of darkness?
Be soothed by storms as the drops of rain patter on your window and watch the sky filled with dark clouds that illuminates with every lightning and thunder that goes by?
Just can't help but get lost in your mind in the silence that surrounds you?
"There's nothing to worry about..."
"Nothing to be afraid of..."
And yet so confused