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Hey guys, I'm sorry to say everything is not ok. Sever depression has been difficult and losing two special friends that I let too close to my heart back to back... A couple days after Christmas and going on 3 or 3 days before my birthday which is tomorrow. It's always this time of year that this shit happens. 2022 was the huge fall out with my friend group, 2023 was a big fight, 2024 was just sad and lonely and now 2025 is this shit. I don't understand. Am I just a bad person? Is it my fault?
I need all the support I can rn, I just lost Melody Renslow my writer friend and active supporter. I don't have a reason to continue writing now without her so I'm looking for a new reason and need help.