Melody

// I know I haven't been on for a little while and I probably still won't be on for a little while longer and that's because my Great-Aunt just passed away on Monday and I am still trying to cope. Her funeral was on Wednesday and it is still really hard. In case no one knew she had cancer and had been in hospice for a little over a month.. I will do my best to be active but I am currently spending time with my family. //

// I'm back from my hiatus c: 

// I'm gonna be on hiatus for a little while.. No I haven't forgotten about this account or the people I talk to on it, I just need a little break and not to feel like I'm letting people down.. I've got allot going on this coming month and I just need a breather. My Aunt has her second chemo round at the beginning of October, plus Halloween and my Mom and Step-Dad are planning to get married so it's allot. I will let everyone know when I am gonna come back.. 
          
          Have a lovely week everyone c: 

// My Aunt had her first chemotherapy today.. 

// Hey I'm so sorry I haven't been on.. My family and I got some news about my Great Aunt's cancer and I've been pretty depressed because she's really the only family (blood family besides my Mom, Uncle and siblings) that I have left. I just lost my Mamaw and my Great Grandma a year ago and now all of this.. It's just really hard and I'm dealing with it the best I can but when I'm depressed like this I do a couple of things; 
          1) I shut people out. Or just stop talking to basically anyone and everyone in general which is why I haven't been active
           2) I get very moody. Most of the time it's anger. 
          3) I sleep. Like, allot. 
          I'm trying so very hard to pull myself out of this but it's honestly just so hard. And what makes it worse is that nobody notices. My Mom can pick up on anyone else's depression but mine. I'm basically even screaming that I'm depressed at her and she doesn't even seem to notice and if she does, she doesn't care. But I'm gonna try my best to be more active, although I'm not promising anything. 
          

// I'm sorry I haven't been active. I had to get a new phone and I've been dealing with family issues and shit.. 

// Should I finally hop on the bandwagon and watch Flash? cx 

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