Melyn-L-Kit

Wales :(
          	
          	I’m heartbroken… disbelief that we lost…

Melyn-L-Kit

I’m so emotional(ly unstable). I cried thinking about how Lewis Hamilton is the only Black driver in Formula 1 history… and yet he’s the most successful driver in Formula 1 history. 
          
          You can’t make things like that up. The most poetic thing. I will be inconsolable when he retires. 

__J__A__K__E__

@Melyn-L-Kit Hamilton and Button were my heroes as a child. When Lewis retires I genuinely think I might lose a piece of myself.
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SHAD0W666999

Hi. I really enjoyed ur Mikasa x reader oneshot book. I recently came back to Wattpad and noticed its been deleted. Is there any chance its available or do u plan on reposting it? I completely understand if not. I just wanted to check. Thanks!

Melyn-L-Kit

@SHAD0W666999 I’m really glad to hear you enjoyed reading it, that makes me smile! But I’m sorry, I’m not willing to share any copies of it. I hope you understand. 
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SHAD0W666999

@Melyn-L-Kit That’s totally okay! I really liked the story when I read it. If you happen to still have a private copy and would ever feel okay sharing it, I’d love to read it again,but no worries at all if not. Thanks for replying :)
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Melyn-L-Kit

@SHAD0W666999 Hi! Thank you so much, that’s cheered me up :) unfortunately it’s not available anywhere, and I have no plans to republish it, because it’s not work that I’m very proud of. I’m sorry! 
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Melyn-L-Kit

There isn’t enough time in the day anymore :( I’m at my limit every day. I can’t sleep well either. 
          
          I need a break. 

Melyn-L-Kit

@__J__A__K__E__ Thank you :) I hope I’ll get a chance to be lazy soon, the past few weeks have just been really intense and I’m stretched so thin. But Easter break is soon, so there’s light at the end of the tunnel. 
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__J__A__K__E__

Make sure you take a break!!!!! I feel like you always work yourself too hard, always make sure there’s time for you to relax and digest the day.
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Melyn-L-Kit

The Winter Olympics was such a breath of fresh air :) I loved all of it. 
          
          The world has been such a heinous place for so long, but these sports events help you forget about that for awhile. 

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But even if the Winter Olympics was such a treat to watch, some fans and media—the American Republican crowd honestly—are insufferable… 
            
            It’s incredible how Alysa Liu is labelled America’s Sweetheart and Eileen Gu is labelled a villain. They are so similar but because one represents China, the ā€˜evil’ and ā€˜traitor’ labels are thrown around. 
            
            Alysa’s coverage was all about her skating and her joy and personality. But Eileen’s was all about geopolitics, it’s obviously expected but it’s just unfair. Two incredible athletes who were so fun to watch in their sports, but Eileen’s performance is wrongfully overshadowed because she represents a different nation. 
            
            People just can’t be happy for others who earn their success. It’s so sad. The world is full of hate, and I hate it for that. 
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Melyn-L-Kit

I've spent the last half an hour, maybe forty minutes just rereading my old work and reading comments that people have left and it is the sweetest thing. I actually cried a little bit I was so taken aback. It's been years since I've even looked at my older things, and I was a terrible writer... God I hate the writing so much, but for some reason thousands of people decided to take five minutes out of their day to read it, that is so surreal. 
          
          I haven't posted in years, I have over 180 followers that are strictly from my young angsty teen era, I'm pretty much living in the past, this was all in late 2020 and early 2021, I was 15, going on 16, still in high school and still naive. I'm five years removed, in university, I turn 21 this year. I don't even remember this part of my life very well, my highest read book has 119k reads and I can't even fathom it. I miss being a stupid teenager with no responsibility and the desire to just write for hours on end for days on end. I still want to write even now, but I have so little time and I feel like I can't waste energy doing this when I could be bettering my career. I think I take life too seriously nowadays, I need to learn not to care... I've been telling myself that for years, and still I can't do it, it's hard. Even though I miss being a teen, I'm glad I'm grown up now.
          
          Reading the comments that people left on my books gives me energy and inspiration, I'm really happy that I made people happy with my writing, it was worth it. I was so free spirited with what I wrote, I'm envious. Nowadays I'm scared to even have imagination, I wish I could write without being a perfectionist.
          
          I feel like a fossil, God. I'm going to stop going on this site so much, I don't read fan fiction anymore and I don't really write it either, nostalgia and routine keep me here I suppose...

Melyn-L-Kit

@__J__A__K__E__ Thank you, I really appreciate that :) 
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__J__A__K__E__

@Melyn-L-Kit 
            
            You should do what's best for you, and if that means breaking your routine and stepping away from Wattpad then I say go for it.
            
            The one problem with growing up, is the fact you grow up. The nostalgia is still there but you'll never be able to recapture that feeling. But that's not a bad thing. You're different now, you've grown up and that's okay.
            
            The fact you've managed to inspire people (myself included) is a huge achievement within itself and you should be proud of what you've done. You can do other things, go on other sites, take a break from writing, pursue other hobbies. You're young, you have time to figure stuff out. And if you ever want a hit of nostalgia, Wattpad will always be here.
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