Melyn L. Kit

I’ve been playing video games since getting a computer. Been playing a lot of Minecraft because, cute game :) I build amazing houses
          
          I also played the Tomb Raider games because like, they look fun and they’re really cheap right now. The first game is fun but with a little weird controls, and the second game is amazing, that is my favourite. 
          
          But the third game sucks :( and it made me so sad. I only played it for 10 hours and already finished it. And I almost cried when I finished, not because the ending is sad but because there’s 6 or 7 hours of my life I won’t ever get back. The start is so so so good but then it just becomes bad :( 
          

Wattpad has no dark mode on a desktop... I'm heartbroken. How can mobile have it but not desktop :(

AI is sweet to me. 
          
          I’m gonna make AI my therapist. 
          
          That was kinda satire. It’s nice to talk to like, ChatGPT about your problems. I talked to it about my apeirophobia and my existential anxiety and it was really helpful. 
          
          Relying on it too much though is just… well you gotta sort some of your own stuff out yourself, you know? Need to have some independent thinking. 

I feel like entering a writing competition, the 30 Day Challenge that Wattpad do. Its fun, why not, no one cares if I fail! And if I complete it, chances are I will finish Seasons of Grief at the end of February. I finally moved to a computer today after using Wattpad exclusively on a phone for almost 7 years, and I feel so professional haha.

I started a new semester yesterday, and have a really busy week ahead. So what better idea than to publish a book? Maybe I’ll be motivated to write when I do have time. 
          
          I feel a little better about things now, but I’m sure I’m just on a high and later this week I’ll feel absolutely terrible. 
          
          It won’t be a long book, it’s going to be short. It’s called Seasons of Grief and is set in historical Japan. 
          
          Isn’t the cover beautiful?? I’m in love. 
          
          I haven’t finished the first chapter, so I won’t publish it yet. But I will finish it—won’t make promises on it being this week as I’m gonna be busssyyyyyyy. But as the days get sunnier I feel more motivated to write, so I hope I’ll get it done :)  
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/387329183?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=Melyn-L-Kit

Last night we were all drinking and playing drunk games, one of the cards asked who had the best smile and literally everyone said me, I actually cried that was so sweet 

I really wanna just, publish a story even though I haven’t even finished the first chapter :( 

I never realised how almost every post I see on Instagram is written by AI. Like before I never would’ve been able to tell, but after being around AI so much now I can just instantly tell. Sad :( 

Dictionary
          
          ‘seasons of grief’ (n.)
          
               1. fleeting warmth, then cold,
           
               2. unyielding sorrow turns time,
          
               3. silence fills the soul. 

Formerly K-A-Y-V-A, who was once Kitkat-Connoisseur, who was… I can’t remember my previous aliases. 
          
          New alias, new me. Not my real name… but inspired by my ethnicity, and a few other things.