@Rusame4Life let me tell you, someone I respect very much on YouTube, tolm me that knives are too informal, and I agree. There are so much better ways to get back at someone. He doesn't like you, you have no friends... so? Ask him to define 'friends', if he tells you something stupid like "you never had one so it's no wonder you don't have one" you tell him that since he has so many, and since he is expert ask for his opinion, if he tells you some bull$hit about friends being people you spend your free time with, just know that I rarely speak with my 'friends' in my previous school. Let me tell you, your friends are people that care about you and would be there for you if you need them. How come you say you have none of those, look at these comments. You are not alone. Maybe there isn't anyone that likes things that you like around you, but here there are tons of them. Honestly, there were no anime lovers back where I lived, but even so. I met people with same interest and hobbies here and i'm grateful to internet for that. Whenever someone mentions a friend I have, I always think of one person and that's my friend who even though doesn't like anime, still made account here just to message me. She likes books, movies, same series as I do, English language and more. It doesn't have to be tons of them, one that has similar taste is enough. I hope you start feeling better, just remember. There is one you, and there is a reason you exits, just look for it.