(In case you deleted WhatsApp)
Hey Vanessa, long time no see haha.
I just wanted to apologize to you. I'm sorry that I used to pressure you even though you were buisy and I'm sorry if I was ever a bad friend. I just wanted to clear stuff up because I have a feeling this might be the last time we'll talk, if not I don't really care either, I just wanna clear this up. I'm sorry, if you ever felt that I was guilt tripping you in the past, I wasn't intentionally, I had a bad habit of being unable to express myself before it was too late and I thought guilt tripping you was okay and I'm sorry for that, I shouldn't have done that. I also hope that you are okay and that you didn't make any dumb decisions. I hope you're getting better and I hope you'll have a happy and successful life.