Meowpaw230

U still on here?

Hey everyone,
          
          I'm not back fully!! Just wanna clear that up!! 
          
          I want to say that during my time off, as well as my tentative return, I have had time to reflect on who I am and my identity as a writer.
          
          A few things went down in my online life in early October that I will not be disclosing. These experiences had me questioning my motivations for why I write fanfiction and what I write about.
          
          I'm going to be 18 in 3 months. 
          
          I cannot keep going the way I am now if I want to stay online without getting flamed and keep my friends.
          
          I have decided that come the new year, I will no longer be writing smuts.
          
          Smut, and anything sexual, has been a huge part of my online persona. It might just chalk up to teenage hormones, or I could genuinely be hypersexual, I don't know. 
          
          I love writing smut, don't get me wrong, but I've realized that not everybody enjoys reading it, and some people even get extremely offended by it.
          
          So, I will no longer be actively writing Beyblade smut out of respect for those around me and the people I wish I could be friends with.
          
          I will try to finish a few of my most completed drafts, but after that, I will NO LONGER be accepting smut requests. 
          
          I may have very small innuendos in future fics, such as 'morning after' comfort fics, or silly jokes here and there. But no more full-on smutshots.
          
          I love this fandom; I've been hyperfixated on Beyblade for about seven years now.  I don't plan on leaving anytime soon.
          
          So, from March forward, I will no longer accept smut requests. I will NOT be deleting my past smutfics. 
          
          
          Thank you for understanding. I hope I can start to build a better reputation and make new friends to help me grow. 
          
          I am not coming back just yet.
          
          -Amethyst

The drugs..

I'm really sorry. My parents found out about everything. I will not be coming back for a long time. I'm going to miss you, and thank you for being my friends <3

*Cracks knuckles*
          
          Tonight will be a writing night
          
          *Nods*
          
          yes, yes, that is what I will do.
          
          I've got a phyde smut that's been collecting dust for the past year that's about half done, so I'll work on that
          
          Anywho is anyone online :3

Free and Silas start fighting so Chris tries to put them in the 'get-along shirt' but bc Free is shorter than Silas it doesn't work right so she ties him to Silas' back and called it the 'get-along backpack'

Why are proper dino masks so hard to find </3
          I just wanna be the weird kid and make a fursuit of Free c'mon man </3

Litrally being starved of siscuza fics
          
          that said could someone perhaps write a siscuza fic for meee? Plzzzzzzz ><

Wattpad should make an 'Edit comment' button fr fr

(Rant & Unpopular opinion incoming)
          
          
          
          
          I have like, 8 or so ep left of Quaddrive and I can confidently say I really, REALLY DON'T LIKE BELL
          
          HOLY SHIT THIS KID IS SO F U C K I N G ANNOYING
          
          He's kinda UwU sometimes but he's SO WHINY
          
          And no originality at all like bro has never had his own thought before
          
          I really hope he levels out by the end of the show or ima be pissed cause he's lwk the worst protag burst has had. Like, Not even Aiger was that annoying.
          
          I genuinely enjoy watching him lose. 
          
          Anyway Idk if I'll be writing any QD fics anytime soon w/ the new characters. (Who, btw, feel very shallow? Idk)