You know whats kinda sad? I keep expecting that my reads will go up, despite the fact that I don't update very much, and each time I've gotten no more than four new reads in weeks... I even went an entire month where I haven't gotten a single view. Not one. And I see all these things where people write stories where they write authors notes and they thank the readers for four hundred reads and now they're at like 24K and people comment on it like 'who gonna tell them' and I feel like thats never going to happen with me, even though I wish with all my heart that it did. Like, I know that my story isn't the best in the beginning, but I keep hoping that people will stick it through and keep going like I've done with so many stories... I just wish more people put in time to understand that I'm still learning, still growing, and that maybe just sticking by me is all I need. To those of you who have stuck by me, who've answered the questions I've posted and encouraged me to keep going and commented on my chapters saying its awesome, thank you. I sincerely appreciate all that you do to help, so very much, and its those people (you know who you are) who are the reason I still update.
So please, if you haven't given my story a try, please read it. I know it sucks at the beginning, and entering all these contests and getting the terrible reviews back has shown that, but please just try to stick through it. I swear it gets better, so please, give it a chance.
I don't even know what to do at this point. I'm stuck. My motivation is lower every day because why write if no ones gonna read it. I started this story for people to see it and for people to enjoy it and actually care about it, because I've always wanted to have the same impact on them that my favorite authors have had on me.
Love you guys,
-Mercilessbookworm, a writer in need of some serious encouragement.