I can't describe the feeling of pain and longing. The feeling of being torn apart drives me to the brink. The feeling of hurt and misery. I couldn't even bare to image a place that gives the vibe of meaning; a vibe of feeling wanted. It would be all too much... I could even bare to image the way my broken form would try to mend. The sanity rushing to drive out the crazy insane side that wants me to stay that way. It wants to stay close to me... and I don't mind one bit. 

Not one bit at all...